HAHAH, damn funnny. The num website song is " Always be my baby " (?!?!?!?!) Last time it was " What hurts the most " HAHAHAH, they're damn funny lah.

Damn tired please. Just came back from the "hockey party" for the guys. Hahaa, it was actually for the girls also, but only 7 girls went uh. So we ended up watching them box each other, push each other into the poool and drinking coke in Martin's ever so big house. Like seriously the house is huggeeeee. Well, the biggest house i've ever beeeen to i guess. Like he has like 3 cars, a pool with like a sitting down area in the centre, a chandeliar that cant even fit through the door of my house, horse-hair sofas. HAHAHA. Sounds impresssive right. Apparently Jamie has a bigger house, and the girls' party is there! :D

But celebrated baeys and i cant rmb his name bday and they sprayed coke like evrywhere please. And it was dammmn disgusting. And they like sprayed it on the sofa outside and it was filled with coke?! But he just threw it into the poool and then put it back lah. HAHAHA. Apparently its water resistant. :/ HAHAHA. Thanks goodness none of the girls got dunk. Hahahaa, royston was being an assss. He was like, wah you and jeslyn are donica's bodyguard issit. And he said he is scared of me. Thank you thank you. Hahaha, and khairul got thrashed by martin in the boxing match although he was the " heavy weight" contestant. Seems like size dont matterrr! :O


Martin's toilet dooor:


Omg, the toiletries are like seriously branded? and so are the towels. And i bet they have like more than 5 toilets since they have like 4 maids.


Thats from the inside of the house. And seriously there is like still one big patch there that i dint snap. But thats the sitting area in the middle of the poool. Like wth righttt.



Sorrry, but the chandeliar is really very nice, so i had to take a picture of it.



Celebrating their birthdays :




The ever so idiotic guys :p



Donica, me, charmaine and rachel in the TOILET:




omg and the mother scolded me lah. Like seriously scolded cos i was screaming at sam baey. I swear she hates girls or smth cos the guys were making even more noise than me. GRRR. and she scolded sam baey cos she sat on the her precious horse hair sofa with wet hair. WTH LAH. she was dry. Freaking fierce. She told me there is new born baby at the neighbours, so i cant should. YES MDM. >:(

Got a ride home in donica's carrrr. Damn tired.


Went out with regine before that. Had lunch in far east. Sweet and sour chicken rice again! Hoo-ray! (; But the day was like damn sucky cos we couldn't get our mooks stufffff. ); what rubbish rule lah. Im so going to save 1 buck a day for my hat. Grrrr. Then to ps to look for my mom, ate AGAIN and then queensway and then regine's house. We ate katong laksa. Omg, always eat alot when im out with regine lee. HAHAHA. Your fault hor regine that im like this size. Omg we were like laughing all the way lah, but im too tired to elaborateeee. But i always have so much fun with her! (: we HAVE to plan rejects outing soon!









Shall post some pictures of the team in the next post. Tilll then, take care! :D

And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see (:

Omggggggggg, i'm done with season one of gossip girl! I slept at like 430 last night lahhhhhh. Vomg, have to start doing some work man. I'm seriously behindddddddddd. ):

Hamster is right, when someone says something, doesn't mean he/she will do it. Let's wait and see.

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew

Ohhhhhhhhhhh, my teeth hurtss like mad. ):

Anyway, saw my boy today and he ate KFC again. Went to church for meeting and whooosh. I misss pre con camps. ):

i really do misss all the fun and memories i had with my friends in the camp. Really. Like all the preparations were defintely crazy. But the results was great. I miss gerard and all our salad making. I misss isssy and our nerves before the recon. I miss the WWJD game, ivan the beggar. I miss baby picking out sausages for me to eat. I misssss reading out the verses to jane when she had to type it out for morning prayers. I miss us singing togetherr during praise. I miss baby and gerard's total nonsense during the games. i miss the company and the laughs.(: Sigh, it just gets even more different every year right. But at least i know i have baby and mooos company during campppp this yr. With nonsensical steven in my grp of course. (:


Im glad i was part of last yr's precon. Will sleeep well tonight with all that memories falling in place. (:
School tmr. :/ i havent done ANY work, thanks to gosssip girl. Im offically hoooooked. HAHAHA. Have to start on my stupid pw tmrr. Must. I can do it.

Gooodnights worldddd.


Cos i still do love you best (:

HAHAHAHA, i had so much fun gossiping and watching gossip girls. Zomg, i feel so much betterrrrrrrrr. Thanks man (:

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

(:


XOXOXOXOXO


Edited/

Fuck, i change my mind.

Ohhhhh, have decided, no more emo domino rubbish here. Will all shift to another blog. So dont worrry about getting depresssed when you come over to MUSHROOMONSTER.BLOGSPOT.COM! :D

I'm sorrrrry, but i seriously like to live in the past. And i've just spent the last hour looking through my comments.

I've realized that people change. Friends come and go. But there are a few that stay. Like Weizhen. Seriously, we go way back. Like since sec one, the mao mao pao pao days. Hahahah, and im still so happy that we still talk like we're in the same schoool and team. :)

WEIZHEN
12/6/2006 7:52 pm

WO YE AI NI LOHH! :D CHAO XIANG NI LUHH!

Haha. Okay. Whats with the lian language. Anw, I MISS FER >:

WEIZHEN
08/12/2007 9:18 pm

whateverr!! ( diao diao diao x1000)
Hhahaha, hope safety belt didn't strangle you to death.
LOVE YOU TO BITS FER! ( a cannot do without )


And people like isssssy! :D Like we go way back since primary school. PRIMARY SCHOOOL! Like thanks for our church, and like all the camps. Seriously. And of cos, thanks to her because she shares with me all her stuffff ( i hope ) :D


iSabelle
12/10/2006 7:00 pm

FERRRRR! :D

ive got three words for you

WO AI NI,

hen duo hen duo.

haha okay maybe not three words. haha (:



Sighhhhh. Hahah. If i had the chance, i would turn back time where everything was just simple and happy.
When we talked on the phone and laughed.
When you used to dress up when we go out. ( grey shirt!)
When you would danced " I want it that way"
When you sang the song and blew the cake in the cable car
When you wanted to take photo with sharky
When you put stufff with cute notes outside my door
When you woke up at 6 to have breakfast at macs
When you delievered mash potato when im studying
When we messaged during school hours
When you picked out all the veggies for me
When we compete to see who finishes the drink first
When we sang your favourite song in the rain
When you whispered those things to me
When you said you would write a song for me
When you said we have to see each other at least once a week
When you call before my oral exams to wish me luck
When you try to keeep me warm in movie theatresss

Okay i should stop. I should have videoed my life away, so when these things dont happen anymore like now.





06/18/2007 12:13 pm

and its you that makes me really wanna love you badlyyy babyy! (:



08/9/2007 10:32 pm

BABYYYYYYYYY ! wo ai ni (: !


09/4/2007 10:30 pm

loving you is what i love most! (:


01/3/2008 10:26 pm

HEY DARLING BABY!
I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS DO! :D





People change, but i hope feelings don't. EMO DOMINO now. ):

Hahahaha. Omg im freaking tired. But i better say what i wanna say before i forget ( like always )

1) Baby, can you stop throwing things at me, seriously? Damn pain and like my room damn messsy. And dont slap can? Thanks <3

2) David COOOOK WON!. The " always be my baby" guy. COOOOOLIOS TO THE MAX MAX MAX.

3) Ponned 3 hours of lecture todayy. Cos i'm seriously in the holiday moood alr, and i really dont want to listen ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I dont want i dont want. HAHAHA. Uncle at the front gate stopped me lah, cos i dont have blue slip. Eh i say i got dental lor. Heng i saw sam wong, and she had pink slipp. So we slipped out of the back gate tgt :D Omg dint know she so naughty one. HEH.

Happy Birthday, Mr Pooooi! I'll misss you like mad lah, chem whore! ):


4) Overslept AGAIN when i take 145 and walked back all the way to the bus stop to meet baby :D Hung out and then went for Hockey Finals! :D

5) Vj won! Hahaha, damn tense match cos SA held them for quite long, seriously. But in the end VJ won. :D Peanuts was all present today! :D:D:D:D:D Like for once! HAHAHA. Watched the guys match with hw and wzzzzzzz and then prize presentation yo. HAHAAAA.

Wz's


Ying's


Mine



6) Rushed over to jen's house to get the oh-so-heavenly tom yam soup with rachel and felicia and of cos jen. HAHAHA. Her house damn nice lah! And her family has their own tree :D HAHAHAA. :D

Omg, that person in the portrait is SO NOT JEN. HAHAHA.




7) Then alllll the way to HuiHui's house for team dinnnner - STEAMBOATTTTTTTT! :D HAHA. Omg we walked all the way? Like past the shopping centre where me and dont know who ate oishi pizza there lah! DAMN FAR AND I WAS HOLDING THE DAMN FREAKING NICE TOM YAM! REACHED AND OMG, ATE LIKE MAD?!


8) And the craziest thing i did today, was sit beside KRSYTLE SHIT LAU! HAHAHAA. Omg, i haven't laughed like that in ages ah. I mean she is just like mad seriously. I love the people at my table please. HAHAHA. And sam baey looks like ikan bilis. HAHAA. OMG shit and i went seriously mad, cos we were like playing with food and everything! HAHAHA. I was in charge of cooking fish and she in charge of crab meat?! Like WHO FRYS CRAB MEAT LAH SHIT.

9) Omg and the funniest thing seriously. Cos we like wanted to hog all the drinks for outselves right, so me, liz and shit just keeep hiding the green tea. HAHAHA. Then shit went mad and she stopped eating and just kept drinking green tea. Like drink, refill, drink refill, piut ice, refill and drink again?!!! I was like amazed lah! She hid the green tea so people wont steal from her LAH. HAHAHAHA. Omg, then green tea was running out, so we decided to hide the ice lemon tea and sprite! HAHAH. Like i only wanted to drink sprite right, so i told everyone at our table who wanted sprite to say " I want BEEHOON! " And then liz was like ()&#()%&#())(?! Jiayi like held out her cup to me and shit and she said she wanted beeehoon right, LIZ WENT MAD and she took the big bowl of beehoon and was like THERE BEEEHOON! hahaha. Omg then me and shit just kept laughing like mad. Then Jiayi was like BEEEHOOON then Liz was like BEEEHOOON WHAT!! HAHAHAHAA. omg and she was holding the beehoooon all the time. OMG DAMN FUNNY LAH I ALMOST DIED.

10) Then shit was like talking bad about someone. Then i took the prawn, then i was like, " omg this is her, the 1st runner! " HAHAHA, so she went and use the chop stick at the goal posts and we just acted the whole thing. And soon the rest of the table joined in to make it a real short corner lah! HAHA. Omg i almost died of laughter, like seriously. The goal posts are the chop sticks, then the 2 prawns are the runners, then the sausages are the post man. HAHAHAHAA. Cos jen and donica is like so skinny, so they were the beeenhooon. HAHAHAHAAHAHA. Omg, then AO went mad, like cos the ball goes to her right, she caught it, then she ATTEMPTED TO SHOOT AT GOAL ( Infront of Shit's face) and she played ping pong and pinged the meat ball ( the hockey ball ) to SHIT LAH! HAHAHA. Omg, it flew dont know where, and omg its damn funnnnny i could have died. HAHAHAA.

11) Pui sheen sat on the plastic chair and it just broke half way. HAHA. like into half, literally. HAHAA.

12) Phototaking, wash plates and homed. (:


Seriously took alot of pictures these few days cos of hockey. HAHAHA. I'll really misss the team, i swear.

From me hating Ac and of cos Ac Hockey at the start, till now, i'll really learnt to grow to love the team. They're seriously the nicest people, and people who really care. Not to mention that they're damn fun and play good hockey yeah! HAHAHA. I'll misssss all of your nonsense and training wont be the same without yallll anymore ); Do come back alrightttttt. ):

No schoool tmr, SLEEEEEP HOME SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! (: (:


YSHCBIDKWILYATS.IMY.

Omg, im so tired i feeel like dyinggggg. I can do it, i can watch finish AI finals. Omg i can do it.

Okay shall just anyhow post, cos im quite happpy. We won! Ac's got 3rd man. :D Finals tmr (:

Baby called me after the match today. HA. so cute (: <3

Oh, start alr! Later!

Omg im like such a shit. But i just pon Gp and Math to come to the library and use the com. Heh, dont get me wrong. If i had done my compre than i would MOST PROBABLY go for GP. But i really dont wanna do DC. Anyway, sharon low is going to give us DC tmr anyway. Cos we haven't done tutorial 1-8. Im suppose to finish tutorial 5-8 tmr? IMPOSSIBLE. Considering that i took one month to finish tutorial 4. HAHAH.

Anyway, stayed over at Kelly's yesterday. I'm glad she liked the surprise. It was seriously nerve-wrecking luh. Haha. Blog more about it when i get home. More importantly, Ac vs MI later. :/ To be honest, im quite scared. Ha, but i'm sure we can get this man.

Ive got so much feelings inside of me, but there's no way i should say anything now. Its just that the fear is killing me. Why can't days get back to how it was weeks before? Its so damn freaking hard. Grrrrr.


i should probably treasure my love more cos they're having it hard. Damn sad yo.

Omg im seriously stressed. I guess this is what you get for leaving work all to the last min. Hahaa, this weeekend can only be described as a mess. Seriously. Tears, sleeep, sleeplessness, more tears, sleeeping and eating. But today was good, met up with yan and regine! :D omg, love those two (: Met regine for lunch, and yan came along. Bought stuff and left for regine's house for some serious slacking. Heheh.


























Hhaaaaa, prelude eh (:




Very, very cheered up after meeting them. Haha, me and regine just keeep shouting " we're going to retain, retain, retain." And then just like that lor. HAHAA. Came home, ate, and just sat infront of my com until now, doing my econs article and planning. OMG i bought red bull for myself just now. Cos i dont plan to sleep tonight. CHIONG AH! Oh, and i ate best chips in the world today. Double happinesss!

I've thought long and hard. I'm just going to fight my way through. I want to. Since God brought me to it, He is going to bring me through it eh.

Thanks for the song, Regine (:

Bright, cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes fell when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just not the same
What could I say?


I'll need a little more luck than a little bit
Coz' everytime I get stuck, the words won't fit
And everytime that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Coz' everytime that I try i get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time


I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
(Was it something I did)
Can someone tell me what to say
To just make you stay?


I know it feels like the again
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again
And what it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again
Again

Edited.

Just heard this from the radio:

Love is like giving that special someone your french fries and not expecting any back.

I would give you the whole extra value meal if i had to. (:

Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
Goodbye

I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down
Too little and too late
See now I know your kind
You fake it easy just to please me
Don't you know
It's not like we haven't tried over and over again
Sleepless nights, wrong or right
Goodbye


Please tell me i have more time with you.


Love you baby (:

Zomg, i'vr got so much to blog about but cant seem to find the time to :/

1) Bday Chalet
2) PS Adventure part II

Okay like not alot. But.. i typed a whole chunk ytd and its goneeeee. And i cant attempt to type everything now, cos AI is coming up in 10!

Anyway. Lets talk about. Ytd. Again. Grrrrrr.
Alright. So ytd was TUESDAY. So can go to schoool late. Me and Alexis decided to have breakfast in macs at tiong! Since we can go to schooool late and all. HAHAHA. Yah i know, we're like some hard core eaters or smth. SO anyway. Sat down and there was this two boys. Like super weird?! Alexis say they belong to the schoool which she saw a boy from there keeep grabbing his dick. HAHA. So obviously we were quite scareddddd. And like cos Alexis bought the coupons right, then we tore and went to buy. AND I DONT KNOW WHY, the coupons ended up on their table?! Azin the two guys table leh. And Alexis was like SUPER BRAVE and she went to ask it back. OMG, she is going to die early if she keeps risking her life like this?!

So my meal came with a free thing, so i got sausage egg mcmuffin with eggg for my hungry monster. He came along with JOACHIM IN THE PINK SHIRT and gobbled it uppp. Left for schooool with themm. Took train and Alexis must have been posioned by the mcgriddles cos she TOTALLLLLEH dint want to go schooool. Zomg and i also ZHONG DU from her cos when we reached buona vista we dint get out of the train!!! OMG. hahahahaaaaaa. OPPS WE DID IT AGAIN. Like ponned schooool. Sat at jurong mrt and stoned AGAIN. Called laoshi and convinced her i was temporary handicapped and cant go school cos i fell down at the train station. Had to make use of the blue black shit gave me. HAHAAAAA.


Omg, stoned, went to vivo to try and study some math whichwewillobviouslyfailsoidontknowwhywebotheredtostudy. Bought drink at coffeee bean. After getting so fruststated with the gc, we just to went to NUM to get our free membership. HEH. And he says NO SIZES FOR THIN STAP FILPFLOPS. (*(_#$*_#$*_#

Haahaa, saw pull and bear and RUSHED IT literallly. Tried loads of stuff and i ended looking like bob the builderrr. Bought our stufff and rushed to my house. HEH. As usual, the same reaction to the condition of my rooom and BOOOM, she slept on my bed just like that. HAHAHA. Rushed to schooool to take math test which we both miserably failed. HHAHAHA. I got like 4/25 , Alexis got like 6/25 (!!!) which chik and mei mei got 3/25. HAHAHA. Friend got like 2 lah, but changed and somehow got 3. :/


HHAHHAAA. Alexis got into some shit with her choir person. And i just wanna say something to that girl : YOU SUCK! (:


Alexis dint come schooool today. Schooool was tiring and as usual sad cos there's nothing to eat. So wan mei and i just ate rubbish. HAHAA. RUBBISH AH RUBBISH. Went to trng and finally had the pitch to ourselves. So sad the boys dint get through ytd cos they lost to ACS(I) 4-1. ): So sad the goalie criedddddddd. You rock, boys! :D

Semis tmr against SA. Wish us luck (:





I'm tired of being suspicious. Seriously.

Zomg. Alrights, blogging is just an excuse to get away from studying for math common test tmr.

Sooooo... today ended on a high noteeee (:
Ac beat Nj 1-0 to qualify for the semis!
Semis on thursdayyy, against SAJC.
Means ying, nikki, ah ma, jillian and hitomi. Too bad danker is not around anymore ):

Come on Ac, we're this close.

We can do it.


Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there`s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life


L-O-V-E Y-O-U DONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG (:

You're always be my thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

oh helllo i misss you so.

Now that i let it all out, i feeel way better. This is how things should be. GG.

HAPPY TWENTY-TWO MONTHS DARLING!

What a difference you made in my life. Nothing beats looking forward to your morning message and your goodnight calls. Life's hard, but we're gonna hit it hard together right? Still many unfulfilled dreams, many more places to go ( and eat ). You know i always find strength in your smile and most importantly, in you. God knows how much more time we have left. But i pray that that day will never ever come babe.

Sorrrry, have training so can't dinnnner. Take care and seeee you soon love (:

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything





Love you with all of my very humongous heart (:

we were as one babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine
now you want to be free
so I'm letting you fly
cause i know in my heart babe
our love will never die,no!

you'll always be a part of me
i'm a part of you indefinitely
boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby


i ain't gonna cry no
and i won't beg you to stay
if you're determined to leave boy
i will not stand in your way
but inevitably you'll be back again
cause ya know in your heart babe
our love will never end no
you'll always be a part of me
i'm part of you indefinitely
boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

i know that you'll be back boy
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder ooohhh
i know that,you'll be right back, baby
oh, baby believe me it's only a matter of time
of time


I misss you dear boy, Love you so (:

Baby, you're only sorry you got caught.



Thoughts have beeen driving me wild these few days. No, not because of the stresss, but i think its you. Its a wonder how insecure you make me feeel. Can't stop thinking about it since that day. Am i doing the right thing by chooosing to trust you? Or in another words, lie to myself? How can you tolerate this, Felicia Soh Mei Ying? What are you afraid of? Its kinda sad deeep down inside, cos i know i can and should say something. But i chose not to. Sometimes i had enough keeeping things inside, but i dont want to kick up such a big fuss.

I'm not in the wrong this time. But you think you are right. Its incredible. You think you're right. You think there's nothing wrong.

You think there's nothing wrong.

You're doing it now. You will do it later. You did it just now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE!

Sorrry for the lack of pictures in this post, cos everything is with the friends with cameraaaaa.

So yes. Lots of things happened on my birthday, and if i write them all out now, i think i dont need to finish my work and study for chem common test tmr already. But i just dont feeel at ease to do my work if i dont write out how i feeeel for each and everyone who turned up at the chalet ytd and what they did. So heree it goes :

Of course, the reason why it happeened was becauseee my dearest boyfrienddddd, Baby (: This dong dong and all my other gooodest friends planned the whole thing and contacted and bought and paid for everythinggggggggg (:

Thanks darrrrling, for like this whole thing you planned. Seriousllly, so many times ytd i wanted to tell you how much this whole chalet thingy meant to me and how it made a difference amongst all my birthdays, but i never seeemed to pluck up the courage to. But hopefully you will come to read this in time to come. Anyway, seeing you planning something this big for me, and making sure i was happy, reallly made me feeel super loved and fortunate. Although i was busy like entertaining my friends and everything, i want you to know that i have always kept you in my mindddddd. And reallly, you come the first no matter what okay? The way you made sure everything goes smoothly and how you organized everything is really incedible. Its definitely not easy, but you pulled it off just for me (: Thankssss baby, and reallly. I'm so glad that you're with me all along the whole chalet. And this is the best birthdayyyy, because of you. Thank you! Bao bao! (:



Rejects : OMGGGGGG. I'm seriously damn touched by the video that you all did and the trouble that you all went through for me (; Like collecting clothes from my mother, pangsehing me in the day so that you all can surprise me at night, making the videooo, staying over with me.. and the list goes on.

Regine : Omg regine. Sorrry for being so pisssy at you for the past few days cos you keep "cancelling plans" Seriously thanks ah. And like thanks for listening to all my rants although it doesn't make sense sometimes and being it through all for me. Thanks for going through all these trouble for me for all our friendshipp. Wouldn't know what i would be now if its not for you! (: Thanks so muchhhh, friends foreverrrrr. Get well soon, regine :D


Bitch!: Omg thanks for your present zhen zhen! And your specially made-with-love cookies. Seriously its damn nice. Thanks for coming over to the chalet seriously. And like almost killing yourself over communicating with cow. And reallly, being a friend who is really there all the time. Like whenever i msg you, you always reply with encouraging advice and of cos ideas for revenge. I know when you say you understand, you really do. I really misss you bitchhhh (: Thanks really, for being my friendddddd.


Yan! : Omg yan, although we dont say much to each other, but im always very happy when i see you, because, you never fail to give me this big smile. And i've always admired you for how independent you are. Your encouragement reallllly helpsss when i do need it. Its always such a joy to be with you yan. (: Thanks for always being so real and so nice. Thanks also, for being there ytd almost you all had murderous trng during the day. And the efffort you took to contribute to the videoo. Love you always yan!


Kelllly : Omg kelll, damn touched when you woke up ytd after your 90347032470 hours of sleeeep and said " i love you fer! " Seriously damn happpy, and like although we're not very close in the rejects, i secretly love you alot. Sorrry for making your camera oily and sticky if it is. And of cos, thanks for coming to the chalet although you had training. And you're damn funny, realllly. :D Love you kellllly!

Peanuts :

Emeliaaaaa! : Omg, really surprised you came. Reallly. When was the last time we seriously last talked properly moles? I rmb how close we were when we were sec two. But you came all the way to the chalet for me! Im seriously happppy moles. Thanks for the present. It meant alot to me. Thanks mole, love you alwaysssssss. (:

HAN.: Omg, you came tooo! Like all the way. With your mama calling and everything. Thanks for the beautiful memories you gave me in stc and in hockey. And of course, thanks for being you, cos thats what makes you special. And stop being communist! Thanks for the card and for coming and eating. (: I misss those times when we took pictures with my boobs. HAHAA. Love you han (:



Church people :

Issssy : Omg sorrry isabelle, i dint really talk to you much ytddddd. But im really very happy you came you know? We've beeen friends for so freaking long alr. Since the 5566 period until now. And differnt schoools still but we're going strong. Im seriously damn happppppppyy that you're my friend. Thanks for coming, seriously. And i really love you. You're always try your best to be there for me when i need to, and im glad we can still share stufff until now. Thanks for being my friend, reallly. Love you isssssy! (:


Jane: Omg jane! Yah, sorrry i dint talk to you much also jane. But im really glad you came although you're freaking busy and everything. Poly life! I hope you had fun. And i will never forget the fun times we had last time during camps and everything. When you get lesss busy, we hang out soon again okay! (: You're still as caring as always, Love you jane (:


Wo! : Thanks for your jacket wo, seriously. Its DA BOMB! Damn nice. (: And thanks for coming seriously, knowing how much work Ac gives :/ And like although i dint really talk to you much ytd, im very happy you showed up with leslie. We're best friends rmb! Hahaa. And like really. You're another one who is really there when you say you'll be there. No matttter how bad my tempers get, you will always be super understanding and wont hold it against me! I always have so much fun when im with you. Omg, we go way backkkk you know. Alr in J1 (: I know our friendshipp will last tilll like 3646964934639469 yrs more and so will you and leslie. Im your bridesmaid horrrrr. I chope first. (; Love you wooo.

Moooooos: Thanks for the company in the morning mooos annd sorrrry for making you wait so long OPPPS. And likeeeeeee, although we're not close anymore, im super duper glad you're my mooooos. And like, i had a blast talking to you ytdddd. We should hang out more tgt, you rock moooos. Dont forget the gf plan for your bf this yr. HAHA. And you suck at keeep surprises! HAHAHA. (:


Gerard and Joachim and Jerry: HAHAH, omg cant forget both of you. Thanks for being there, cos seriously you'll make things funnier. HAHAA. thanks for bbq-ing and eating an providing the musiccccc (:


Fabian: Omg, i know im the sister that you wish you had right. HAHA. Thanks for making it down although there was only 2 mins left to my bday when you reached. Thanks fabbbbbbbie (:

Michael leee and calvin! Omg, like there would be no foood if it was not for you guyssss. Thanks for sweatng it out and being busy for the goood of the rest. Sorrrrry, i dint get to talk to yalll much too. But thanks for being there. (: Thanks mike leeee for the shirt and always being like a big bro in church. AHAHAH. I totallly knew there was gg to be a bbq when i saw you at vivo in the afternoon. HAHA. Thankkks (:

Leslieee : HAHAHA, goood right, you come for my birthday. You get to wish me and have the time of your life and take crazy pictures of me and pan and get back the love of your life. Thanks for the present, and your presence at the chalet (:

Ivan! : Eh you damn hot now lor. HAHA. Lose so much weight. thanks for coming all the way and almost dying in the car crash with my boyfriend and my dearest friends. hahaa. Misssed those times we studied so hardddd tgt downstairs our house. You're the bomb lah ivan, like literallly. HAHAHA. Thanks for cominggggggg. (:


Sri : So sad you cant be there sri! But your video is really damn touching sri! thanks for taking the time. Omg, please hang out soon cos i misss your nonsense so much. YES FER YES. AHHAHAA. Thanks sri. And i think your webcam got problem. HAHAHA. (:

LG: Thanks for always being there LG, like literally always. Like when i msged you this morning, you immediately reply. And not only today, but yesterday and like way backkkk and i know for the future and forever as welll. Thank youuuuuu and for the surprises at the letter box on valentines and my bdays (: Although i havent seen you for 34907590750 years, somehow i know you're always here, someway or another. Thanks (:


Omg, i think im done. (: for all those people that sent me messsages, thankssssssss tooo (: I want to let you know, that you all made a difference, no matter how big or smalll. Omg, i sound so emo. But im damn happppy. Thanks (: