<3

2008-08-10T11:01:00.002+08:00

I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you

Sorrry, i dont know whether to continue MM or letsmushroom. I mean, both also mushroom, so i love them both :D HAHAHA Bullshit lah.

Just check out both lah. I just posted on like both. HAHAHHA

i got nothing better to do ( so not )

2008-08-07T00:57:00.004+08:00

Doing my econs esssay now. Damn tired, but im damn determined to finish my workkk! Grrrr, after what laoshi has said, im so going to prove her wrong and do all my work. Im going to display the most hated quality by weizhen, DETERMINATION. HAHHAHAA.

And im going to not sleeep, go to schoool, 3 hours lecture, then tuiton and then meeting rejects for some durian ice cream. Please call me a super woman. Omg, i can do it. - CHANTS.

National day celebations!
Sch celebrations is so boring that i dont even want to write about it. Out with the class people after school. Waited for 25 years before heading off to the bus stopppp and off to vivo

IN THE BUS

Reached and took another 50 years to decide what movies we want to watchhh and finally decided on money no enough. HAHHA. Cos alot of people watched dark knight alr ):Bought the tickets and went off to BK for lunch! hahaha. Me and xinjie decided to be different and went to buy LJS. Brought over to BK to eat with the rest of the classs.YG is the funniest?! Because andiani wanted to steal a fry from his tray right, then he wanted to like refuse so he turned away. But unfortunately!!! He turned so vigorously that he droppped his everything on the floooor. Omg so paiiseh lah he. Esp andiani also. HAHAHAH Super funny.

IN MEMORY OF YG

And then there was this like old woman who walked at the crime scene and actually fell. LIKE LITERALLY FELL. Hhahaa, i bet YG felt damn bad ):Went off to the playground outside to get some dare done! Jasmine actually prepared like alot of props for us to do the dare?!?! Omg she is damn freeeee. HAHAHAHA. And she like thought of the dares and wrote it down on paper and put all 15 of them into the container. SHE HAS A CONTAINERRR! Hahaha, and she brought this toy right. Like everyone will take a small sword each. And then take turns to poke it in. And if you poked it in and the small man on top pops out, TA DAHHHH!!! You get to do the darrree! HAHAHA. Funnnny.

Let us take a looook at some of them :

LONGMAN ( changran) at the top of the slide singing twinkle twinkle star out of tune

Oh this is the bomb. Cong have to kisss YK on the nose!! And his comment after the "kiss" was, WAH HIS NOSE DAMN BIGHAHAHAHAHA

Agnes have to use eyeliner and draw take eyebrows!

YG have to act ah gua with purple painted nailsssssss

Friend with stockingsss over his headdd! BULGAR ALERTTT!!

EXTRAAAAA:

Omg, i dont wanna use LJ alr? Sucks. Welcome back mushroom monster. Grrr, i cant make up my mind. Sorrry for the chin chai post. Cant be bothered today. HAHAHA.

2008-08-02T10:37:00.003+08:00

The word "sorry" doesn't seem to be enough.

Why should i forgive you when you didn't even do anything?

letsmushroom.livejournal.com

2008-08-01T18:05:00.003+08:00

Boy, once i'm alone, it gets worst.
So much i've seen, but i dont know which is worst.
All i know, is that it cuts real deep.

I want to know what you're thinking, what you really want.

People say, fight for what you want.
I've fought, but i find myself bloody and half dead.
Is it worth it, i ask?
I feel like im losing my dignity bit by bit when i ask of you to hold on.
I hide away my pride and pretend that its alright.
But truth is, half the time, i'm dying inside.
All i want to do, is to keep fighting.
But im getting tired. Real tired.
I dont want to keep fighting against you, i wanna fight with you.
Can you see that?

Deep down inside, i tell myself to take it all in. People aint perfect, so are you.
But its not a crime to want to be treated better, or maybe just a little more than you treat those around you.
I keep reminiscing the times where you would leave stuff outside my house just to cheer me up or encourage me for my exams.
Yeah, you still do that, but not for me, for someone else, i know.
So many things i know, but i dont say.
Because by saying it, i have to face it. I dont want to be sad, i dont wanna see the truth.

You promised her the sky, and vowed to catch it for her if it falls.
I saw that in your words, heard it in your tone.
As much as i would like to believe it, i cant see beyond whats in my face.
As much as you wished for her, did you ever do the same for me?
If being your friend deserves this much of your love and attention, being your girlfriend doesn't?
I thought i deserved better.
Seriously, i do.

While im fucking sad here, no posts, no song lyrics, no "i miss you", no nothing.
Im asking myself if i deserve this and i wanna ask you the same question too.
Why does she get so much from you, and all i get from you is possibly nothing?

Even though you knew what she said about me, you did nothing. NOTHING. But you kick up such a big shit, when you think i said what i didn't. The whole time, you were on her side, unknowingly. You blatantly asked me not to insult her, but did you do the same for her?
Aiya, shit lah. I dont wanna repeat myself.

You think its worth it, for your own girlfriend, to be shedding tears and whatnot on your precious friend?But on her side, you protected her so well, telling her you'll stand by her and all that. But to me, it was harsh words, and whatever that you said before. You said girlfriend and friends are on different wavelines, but incidentally you connected both and got us into this deep shit.

Whats worst is that you tried to hide. Hide everything from me, while telling another party, that she knows you best.
Not your girlfriend.
Not me.

I guess you dont understand how that feels right. Cos that explains why you leave me here, and assuming im alright.

I dont understand why other bfs try their best to cheer their gfs up, while i have to be left alone here.

Like you try to cheer her up. But i dont get a shit.

I dont get a shit.

I seriously hope you will reflect? Okay, i feeel better saying everything out. I dont wanna say anything about this matter anymore. Case closed.

2008-08-01T08:54:00.003+08:00

Heartbroken like shit.

I WILL NOT CRY DURING MY SPA.
I WILL NOT CRY DURING MY SPA.
I WILL NOT CRY DURING MY SPA.
I WILL NOT CRY DURING MY SPA.

I love you, i loved you along.
I miss you, far away for far too long.
I keep dreaming, you'll be with me and you'll never go.
Stop breathing, if i dont see you anymore.

2008-08-01T08:23:00.002+08:00

Skippped Pe cause of headache today, tgt with alexis the bai kah.
Supposed to be doing Wr, but somehow i was drawn back to the posts i was reading ytd.
The "i miss you" s must be meant for her, not for me. As now i realize.
To think i was being so naive and thinking that it was for me?
All those songs, all those " i miss you" and " come back girl "

Even when we break up, did you even say " come back girl" ?
Or when im freaking sad now, did you even say you'll be there for me, posts all those lyrics for me and tell me everything is alright?

So im not even worth your good friend?

God, i need an explanation for this.

2008-07-31T21:21:00.002+08:00

Fuck.

I thought this was all over. But no, totallly not.

What the fuck.

Movedddd.

2008-07-29T23:39:00.001+08:00

Willl be dead for awhile.
Sorry if i dont reply your smses or online messages kk.

Tilll then, take care.

2008-07-26T11:25:00.002+08:00

Hoooooray! Omg its like finallly sat?! Waited sooooooo blooody long for this. The last five days must be the worst school week ever man. Phewwwww.

Schoool with SA8:

Last fri, blood donation with jonah and chik ( to skip chinese )

They got you to fill up like tons of forms ( like did you have sex those kinda thing ) and then you have to go see the doctor for your weight and bloood pressure.

And they gave this !

UNFORTUNELY, me and chik dont have enough iron in our blood, so we can't donate. ): ): ):
The healthy level is like 12.5, but mine is like 12.3 (?!?!?!) and chik's one is like 11.9 -.-
So we watched jonahhhhhhhh! You know his iron level is like 16?! MAJOR -.-

OMG HE IS SO DAMN BRAVEEEEEEE :D:D:D GO JONAH BANANA!

My son during chinese week, so cute right??!?! OMG ( with regine's favourite pose ) HAHAHHAHAAHA

Peranakan museum on sat with rx, andiani, nate bakes cakes and kjelti

okay, im going to buy this bed when i get married :D

My wedding dresss HAHAHAHA

My future pet

And last but not least, MY KITCHEN

Sunday was CIP day. Church before that with issssy. Omg i missss her sooo much ):
Met ah la shi and gen at smu and we did our cip in the carpark??!! blooody shit. it was damn hot. but we only did for like half hour before like the whole HOARD of cj people came and invaded the place. Got the " pls dont use the volleyball as a netballl" person that yan ling told me about also.
then went offf to cheers nearby to get some fooood. Junk foood i mean. Only at the budget of 6.80 :/ HAHHA. it was madnesssssss and damn funny. HAHA.

Monday: Training with the dsa-to-bes! :D:D:D:D muna, christabel, yinghui and lizzzzzzzzzzie came! Omg, misss them so much pls. I missss stc );

wednesday was the freaking chinese tourrrr. Omg. but it was OKAY lah.

Alexis is the funniest , make it so obvious that cong pon. HAHHA

SA8 pigging out in the bus

Toilet- whores

NTU some museum

My previous life husband ( how nice of them to make a statue )

The tour is the funniest pls. Like cos this thing is about chinese people right. So the tour guide wanted to use an example on migrants to singapore. So he instantly picked out changran, who is like isn't from china at all. Wth, when the tour guide asked him where is he from, he still say " si chuan " OMG WTH. We laughed until we wanted to die plssssssss. Then the tour guide keeep relating to him like : Oh you know people like him from china.... blah blah. HAHAHAHA. BLOOODY SHIT. CHANGRAN IS NOT FROM CHINA.

Crazy classmates in train.
People who stay in tiong bahru = tiongbahru-ians= rx, yonggeng, jasmine and maybe changran HAHAHA

End of the weeek, everyone is so stresssed and going bonkers. So during break, lydia decided to entertain us with her puppet- shawdow thingy show. HAHAHA.

look! Its the castle!

And the girl who fell in love with the goat

SA8 gone maddddd

Mad classmates

NATE BAKES CAKES WITH HIS CALL BAG ( you know those bags doctors carry when they go to homes to looook at patients? Yah, thats him. Its like new bag which is falling apart in like less than a month and costs less than 5 bucks ) HAHAHHAA

omg, i dont even sound sane. :/ Omg so much work for the weekend.
Pw group coming over later. Grrrr, what a way to spend a saturdayyyy.

Missss you pork chop! :D

2008-07-23T00:11:00.002+08:00

Yucks, i feeel so stresssed man.
All that endlessss shit work.
I actually my heart thumping harder, and my shoulders tensing up.
Suckkkkkkkkkks. I feeel so jumpy and worried. Anxious tooo.
I dont even feeel like sleeeeping cos when i lie in bed, i'lll just rmb all the undone work that ive got to rush out, and then i cant sleeeeeeeeeeeep anymore. Grrrrr.
I feeel like i haven't been myself lately. Yuckssss.

I wanna talk to you, but you ignore me. ):

I neeeeeeeed to UNWIND. Please kill me cos i'll be better offf dead.

Life sucks, take drugsssss.

2008-07-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

Pork chop :

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old levis
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

(:

2008-07-17T22:30:00.004+08:00

Hahahaa, today must be one of the best days in history. Okay, maybe not. Butttttt, im happppy! HOHOHOOHOHO

Damn lazy to type details, but it was definitely a good day.

Interviewed shawn leee during break today!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOMG
Crapping with chik and peter wang in the library was cooolios fun
Meeting up with regineeeeee, DA BOMB
NO hmk day ( Okay i self declare that )
Me and wan mei were indians for a day :D:D
Alexis came to schoool HAHAHAHHAAH
i ATE ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT + 3 SCOOOPS ICE CREAM GALLERYYYYY OH MY GAWD
IM GG TO WATCH THE FINALE FOR ANTM NOW

Muhahahahahahahahaha.

Oh the happy moood stops here. Cos i cant stop the tears from flowing right nowwwwwwww man.

Thanks, Leslie (:

2008-07-16T23:04:00.003+08:00

" But that doesn't mean i like it what "

" Learn to like it then "

WTF

2008-07-14T04:25:00.002+08:00

Dont care = No expectations = No disappointments = Good life

Hoo-ray?

2008-07-13T00:53:00.003+08:00

Do you hate being alone?
-Nooooo, I LIKE :D

Do you know anyone named Chris?
- Christopher Michael Leee? Hahaha, but i wish i knew him :o

Ever kissed anyone with a name starting with D?
- D.... Dog, have lah

Do you have any siblings?
- Yes

What color are the walls in your bedroom?
PINKKKKKKKKKKKK

Are you named after a grandparent?
-Nooooo, i’m named after my godfather, Felix. Felix, Felicia, Felix, Felicia HAHAHA

Are you a heavy sleeper?
-SUPERRRR. I slept from 11pm ytd to 6pm today MUAHAHA

Who did you last hug?
-Pork chop rocks socks! (:

Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
-Neither

Give me a lyric from the song you're listening to?
-Cos they call it, we call it, you call it, i call it lovvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeee

Who was the last person to send you a text message?
- Pork chop

Do you like to read?
- Loveeeee! Esp books by sophie kinsella

Are you jealous?
-YES, VERY

What made you smile today?
- The cherry and promeganate(?) commercial

What are you doing?
- Answering your questions?

How was your day yesterday?
-tiring and suckyyy

Who's the last person that creeped you out?
- Don’t have leh

Do you like your school?
-No, are you mad.

What jewellery are you wearing?
-Errrrr, friendship band counted?

Anything fun happened today?
-Yeah, sleeeeep :D:D:D

Anything bad happened today?
-Oh, the noodles that my mama cooked was damn harddd

Have you cried today?
-Not that i can rmb

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
-He better be! >:(

Whats the closest thing to you that is pink?
-The wall

Do you get annoyed easily?
-Super, thank you and God bless you

Do you like someone?
-No, i love him :D

Are you good at saving money?
-HAHAHHA, so not?!

Do you have a tattoo?
-Yeah, one that looks like a mole

Have you ever told someone you hated them?
-Errrr, no, i SHOW them. HAHAH

Have you ever changed your clothes in the car?
-I don’t know ehhh, but i changed in a bus before HAHA

What makes you happy at this moment?
- Knowing that I’m going to ace my Promosssssssssss :D:D:D

When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad
But I can't like someone who thought
They're the only one that mattered
While my heart got shattered like romantic roadkill
My heart is all splattered
Your ego got fatter
And I hope that you're flattered
Cause you broke this down
The best thing that you never had

2008-07-09T23:20:00.002+08:00

Ohhhhhhhhhhh! Sorrry for the real shitty last post, was damn lazy and moody. HAHAA.

So the long overdue pictures from the outing with zhen zhen and rejectss (:

Soooooooooo, HAPPPPY 2 YEARSSS PORKCHOP! (:

Heh, soooo schoool was like dont know what, wasn't listening, so me chik and alexis ponned math lecture after pwww. Cheer up, chik (:

Went frolicks with alexis and the kind hockey senior gave us an extra badge cos we wree scissors-paper-stoning infront of the cashier on who gets the badge. :0 typical alexis lah horrrr. Then went to eat at yahhh kun cos no seats anymore at frolicks. Bought an iced holicks which was like freak sweeet. Then accompanied alexis to starbucks for awhile and then to vivo!

Walked around and bought baby's present! :D Sorrry, but kinda budget lah huh. HAA. FINALLLY , he came after his adventure at tiong bahru parkkk, and went shoppping for fooood, glorious fooood! Hahaha, bought like tons of stufff, mushrooms, cream for pasta, cheese, sushi and honey baked chicken! :D hahaha. Azin like the whole chickennn! Offf to rp's house to get the oreo cake that we baked last sattttt, and hell, its goood! :D except the crust was a chaotah shit. HAHAA. But its nice okay, even pork chop said so! Although he was like :/ when he saw how it looked like. HAHAHAA

Went home, watched tvvvvv, napped and then started cooking!!!!! OMG, fun shit lah. He cut the mushroooms alr, then INSTRUCT me to wash while conviniently taking over the frying thing. WTH???!?!?! then he was like flippping the things inside the pan and alll, acting cooooool and like im at the side being extra -.- so unfair righttttttttt! and he told my mother that he is one who coooked it lor! (&$&)&$ wah, good ah he. HAHHAHAA FUNNY SHIT

HARD AT WORK

HE POURED TOO MUCH OIL ACCIDENTALLY BUT BLAMED IT ON THE BOTTLE COS THE OPENING WAS TOO BIG -.-

NICE NICE

HALF A CHICKEN

And then whoohooo! All done by Chef PC! Hahhaa, so had candle light dinnner ( whoa ), budget one, and he showed me a videoooooooo that he made. Okay i was touched ( teared ) but shhhhhhhhh, im strong. HAHAHAA. Okay. Then omg, ate tillll im freaking fulll and almost burstingggg. Hahaa, but it was so much fun and it beats any expensive dinner outside anyday. (((((:
PREPARINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG..

(:

(:(:

ALL DONE BY MR PORK CHOP HIMSELF (:

Woke up by Alexis msg this morning, and omg you can so guess what she said. " Fer, i really dont feel like going to schoool today.." HAHAHAHAHA, omg so totally guessed it lah. And then we neogiated and like talked alot, and omg, we did it! HAHA. Met her at jurong east interchange, stoned and then took a train to causeway point for some bk breakfast. Whoohooo, i love bk breakfast. HAHAHA. Alexis was feeeling damn gulity cos she ponnned, hahaha. But does she care? NOOOOOOOOOO. Hahaha, we're the old pros at ponning lah. Tsk, heng i never go schoool today, cos there's some bloody talk today and its until damn late. And chik and mei mei not going schhhh. And if alexis dont go, so that means EVERYONE never go alr eh. OF COS I WONT GO LAH. OKAY IM PRAYING LAOSHI WONT COME AND READ THIS.

OMGGG, and we really did our work okay, like NO talking. Omg, high five foreverrrr Alexissss. Then after that she left and i went back home. Omg, i hate taking mrt cos if you fall asleeep and you wake up right, they will loook at you as if you just took a run in jurassic park or smth. Wth, you dont sleeep issit. CHEY!

Got home, did some work, slept, ikead and here i am! Omg, got new show ( julian heee! ) every wed at ch U. Omg , i love tv, dont you, regine? HAHAHAA

Back to schooool tmr, and training is starting soon. Omg, so no moood can. );
Omg, watched tv with baby ytd and we saw jessse mccartney singing this song. (: This is for you baby! (:

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Love you LOADS, pork chop (:

2008-07-07T22:09:00.004+08:00

Boo! Hahaa, today is youth day! hahaha. Slept so much, i feel younger :D

Went for choir concert ytd with mei and chikk. Saw Mr President there! Omg, nathan hartono was super :D :D :D HAHAHA. Me and wan mei was totally pigging out on gummys and seeing who would clap firsttt. HAHAH.

Omg im damn lazy to update lah please.
Schoooool tmr :/ :/ :/

Anyway, i hate people who cancel out on people last min more than people who keep talking about themselves. HA.

Okay feeel better i got it outta my chest.

GOOOOOD LUCK ISSSY, KELLLY, YANN YANN, MEI MEI AND BAAAAAA-NICE ( bernice lah ) TMRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR :D :D :D CANNOE YOUR HEARTS OUT PLEASE! :DDD

LOVE YOU PORK CHOP! :D

Emotionally drained.

2008-07-03T23:17:00.004+08:00

Omg. Just got home. Super tired. Schooool was alright today. 3 hours of non stop lecture nearly killed me. Alexis was falling all over me. Laughing and talking to Wan Mei made me feeel better. SHUT UP SHIT. In summary, today was a bad/mad day. Met up with the rejects today. Ate like a pig. Pictures tmrrrrrr. I'm just disappointed with someone. Yucks i feeel moody.

Giving up soon.

Get well soon, love! (:

P.S : We're such a moody pair :O

2008-07-01T22:57:00.005+08:00

Omg what a day. Truely exhausted, school sucks.
Didn't get off to a good start cos geog lecture just told me i flunked my geog paper. ); Skipped PE cos me and alexis dint get the pe shirt cos they had no size ( we were just lazy to do pe ) Then break was stoning as usual. Had new chem tutor and her physical properties were highy volatile when students talk when she talks and dont hand in homework on time. Hahaha, she gave a powerpoint presentation about herself for introduction. Then it was maths. Gave back term paper, and i failed. I studied for it okay ): There goes my hope of passing two H2s. Gundi.
Pw was okay, and then math lecture. Omg first time in our lives ( me, alexis and mei mei ) were listening and understanding what was being taught. Omg, its time to buck up!

Yong geng said he finished all the holiday homework already, thanks alot ah.

Chinese orals tmr
Physical trng, will try best to skip
Havent finish GP hmk = doom
Siew mai will turn me into a char siew bao cos i havent completed the COP tutorial
Stressed.

Alexis the Samsui woman

2008-06-28T15:34:00.005+08:00

1)What would u like to say to someone out there?
- REUSE REDUCE RECYCLE

2) What was the last reason u cried?
- Oh cos i was watching the 9 oclock show and then the rongxuan hugged the mother and said i love you. Whoah, super touching ),:

3) Where is ur husband/wife?
- Idk, playing soccer?

4) What is one thing you wish people knew how 2do?
- Know when to stop talking about themselves

5) Are u excited for the future?
- Errr, yah, the future after ACJC

6) ur ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?
- I won’t even open the door?

7) Your boyfriend/girlfriend cheats on you with your friend, who are you mad at?
- Omg like the boyfriend lah please. The friendship ends as well, i guess.

8) Do u have any weird inside jokes?
- Hmmm, cant rmb any right now. But yes :D

9) Liquor or beer?
-Liquor, beer smells like qiu qing? Okay, only wz knows whats that

10) What is a common thing that happens 2u on weekends?
- Wake up late, laze around, use the comp, sleep again

12) I am sick of..
- Going out.

14) When is d last time u talked to one of your best friends?
- Errrr, yesterday. Online.

15) Have u done anything you regret in 2008 so far?
- Super aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalot.

16) Where is ur best friend?
- Out?

17) Who was d Last person to make you laugh?
- Wu Zhong Xian. Was watching tv. He’s such a cheekopek

18) Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
- Errr. Yah.

19) Who has ur heart?
- My body. No lah, Camillus ong fu wei.

20) Did anything embarrassing happen to u today?
- Not yet.

21) Do people make fun of your nationality?
- Hahaha, Nooo. Everyone i know is MY nationality ( i think )

22) Who's d Last person of the opposite sex 2hug you?
- Cammie

23) Is it easier 2forgive or forget?
- Forgiveeeee.

24) What will u name ur future son?
- Fleance!

25) What will you name your future daughter?
- I don’t want a daughter please, so noisy

26) What are u doing today?
- Sleeeep, slack, be a nerd

27) Is the person you like or love older or younger than u?
- Older. I hate jie di lianss. Right, regine? (:

28) Ever talked to someone that was high?
- Hmmmmm, should have.

29) How cute is the person u like or love?
- Super <3

30) Did you have a dream last night?
- Yah, i dreamt i was a successful business woman. HAHAA

31) Last message you left someone?
- haven’t messaged yet

32) Do you have a facebook?
- Yes, but its extinct
33) What color are your pants?
- Fbt is black

35) Do you own a polo?
- what polo?

37) Are u excited for winter?
- Errrr, there is none?

38) If it was free and it would work perfectly, would you get plastic surgery?
- NOOO, omg so pain. Okay maybe liposuction HAHA

39) Who is d Last person 2call U 'baby?
- The super cute person :D

40) How is your hair right now?
- Long like the Great wall of China and as thick as the Amazon forest

41) Have you ever been called Prince/Princess?
- Errr, sarcastically i guess.

42) Do u like a guy 2get behind u and wrap his arms around ur waist?
- Yeah, if its pork chop and not anyone else

43) What is your agenda 4tomorrow?
- Go church, teach classs and then free and easy

45) Is there a song stuck in your head at the moment ?- Yeah. Thunder.

46) Who is the last person you kissed?
- The pillow

47) where were you lastnight?
- Macs

48) What's d last thing u said to someone in a text?
- " Haha, i was reading a book “ -.-

49) do u still talk with d Last person you kissed?
- errrrrrrrr, duhhhhh.

50) what do you thinK about the person who you copy this BB from?
- She is great! Cos she is regine :D

2008-06-28T15:27:00.005+08:00

I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH I MUST NOT BE SELFISH

I dont want to ever love another.

PS. What i need most now is a whole awfully chocolate cake to make myself feel a whole lot better.

2008-06-20T20:37:00.002+08:00

Helllo! Omg, im damn tired, but i cant really sleeeep, dont know why. Alot alot of work left! Hahhaa, from where i left off the last post, the STUDY MARATHON totally failed. OMG. hahaha.

Regine came at like 4 ytd, then went to rent 4 vcds ( cause of our downfall ) and then came back to study until 8! Hahaa, watch the showdown, 9oclock show and then ANTM. HAHA. And then its suppose to be our time to sleeeeeeeep, and thats it. Okayyyy, the pictures are still uploading.

Lets talk about tuesdayyy (: (:
Baby ponned schooool to spend the day with me :D He came like when i was sleeeeping ( like damn early) and checked movie timings. Yahoo is so not reliable ( shit are they going to sue me :/ ) Gv.sg is so much better mannn. Anyway, we decided to watch KUNGFU PANDA! Took a bus down to marina for the show cos we decided that we go to vivo too often. HAHAHA, no lah, actually i was the one who say. K, had KFC for lunch, walked arounddddddddddddddd and saw like damn alot of things to buy): Im damn broke. Time for movie! Its damn freaking funnnnny please, although i dint really show it and just like " hur" like that. HAHA. And like camillus was being a mad cow and laughing like mad, seriously. HAHA. Po reminds me of him (:
Had dinner at cafe cartel ( pork ribs zhen! ) and it was damn nice. We ate bread like nobody's business lah pls. Hahaah. Homed and was super tireddddd. Saw jolene at the bus stop, and she was being a mad woman as usual HAHAHA

Oh! While we were deciding what to eat, we went to the outside of marina and hooray! They were like rehearsing for National Day, so they had like the plane display thing. Coooolios please!

My favourite!

Hhahaha, my fave picture

Love you pork chop! (:

OKAY BACK TO THE STUDY MARATHON CUM MOVIE MARATHON!

Okay so we attempted to sleeep right, cos the plan was to sleeep from 11 to 1, then we'll have enough energy to study from 1 to like 5 and then order macs breakfast! Omg, we ended up being mad and like took crazy pics :o Ended up sleeeping at like 12 plus. Regine dint even sleeep lah! hahaha. I think she slept at like 3.30, which is like the time i woke up. Hahaha, did some MI and then i woke her up, cos i wanted to tell her that mcdelievery need credit card. HAHAA. And then after that she cannot go back to sleeep alr. HHHAHA. Decided to watch " Blades of Glory " on ashton ( my laptop! ) and thats it. Breakfast arrived and watched Jumper in the living room while eating. Dont even like the show can? Was like dark and fighting. Regine was totally intrigued. HAHHA. Like seriously.

Regine: Omg, he knows the friend is the jumper!
Fer: Haha, ohhhh..

Regine: Omg, the girl is like left behind! DIE
Fer: Dont even like this show lah....(&(&$@&#(&%&0

HAHAHA. Damn freaking funnny, so i just kept doing maths or smth. And then we went back to the roooom, tried to do some work, but ended up sleeeeping at 9! Hahahaha, and woke up at 11. Shit, was late to meet mooos, so just asked him to come over. So we just did maths for like 1 hour plus before mama cooked lunch. We watched " I now pronouce you Chuck and Larrry " and that show is like damn freaking long can? And its like tooo long to be funnny. :/ Like was so damn happy it finally endedddd pls. MOO went offf to serve his wedding masss and regine went home after we attempted to watch " 2 faces of my girlfriend" Some korean show lah, and it was DAMN freaking boring. Blades of Glory is da BOMB stilll.

So as you can seee, not much studying is actuallly done. HAHAHAH. Failure to the max, but it was damn fun. But not the studying part cos damn stress. HAHAHA. Omg, lets do it again soon regine! Love you! (:

Omg, the pics is too embarrassing to be posted, and regine may box me. HAHAHA. Omg and you know i told her if she doesn't sleeeep, i'll put my foot into her mouth. Hahaha, and she was like " I'll just flag a cab and go home " HAHAHA. Omg, it sounds damn funny when she said it. Omg, superrrrrr.

Indulge :O

THIS IS MUA

MADNESS

GOOD MORNING REGINE

Omg, there are like a thousand and a million more pic, but regine say must edit. HAHAHA. Cant stop laughingggggggg.

I do not want to be the sun that shines in your life, but rather i want to be the moon that shines on your darkest days.

Thanksss darling, same to you (:

2008-06-20T04:27:00.002+08:00

Zomg, its like 430 now! And regine is sleeeping like a pig. HAHA. We're suppose to wake up a 1 to do our work, but its like i only made it at 3 plus i think, and she has failed. HAHAHAA. Came online to check out the mcdelievery thing, but they only accept credit card?! Like isn't it the same as ordering it through the phone? Still can pay through cash what. NVM.

Anyway i doubt we'll be having breakfast. Cos regine is like never going to make it. HHAHAA.
Okay, back to Functions. );

2008-06-15T03:39:00.005+08:00

Omg! Havent blogged in like 897389249827982 yearssssssss. And its like one weeek more to schooool! No wait, EXAMS! And im damn freaking scared cos i havent really started. Thats right, im heading right to dooooooom! ):

And now is like 3.43. HAHAH. i plan to study all the way to the morning and go church straight. HAHAH. I must be mad, but no choice now already. ):

But i shall blog to make this horrible studying experience bettter. HAHA. kkk. So lets seeee.

Tuesday : Met Baby before he went for camp! He ate PORK CHOP RICE! HAHAH. Omg, how ironic. Heh. Went home to sleeeeeeeeeep and then i cant rmb what i did.

Wednesday: Met Mr poooi for chem tuition! Omg, we just kept talking rubbish. I realize how far behind i am for chem! Omg, study study!

The hopeless in Chem :

Mathias and Han lin came along to study toooo

Met mike lee at night to buy foood for PC and passed it to him in churchhh. He's like having camp torturing young innocent boys :o

Thursday:

Studied at home ( attempted but sadly failed ) Met mama and then homed.

Friday:

THE SLUTS REUNITE :D:D:D:D:D:D

Wz came to my house to study! Which we sadly failed at again, cos we just kept talking across my bed and like packing my shit. Omg, she threw away ALOT of my things. Like realllllly. HAHAH.
And its damn embarrasssing cos she saw my horrible past. HAHAHAHA.
Please go her blog for more information cos im too embarrasssed to blog it here. HAHAA.
Went to cafe cartel for some freee dinnner and the waiter is damn funnny. Right wz? :D

Damn tired please, was in some trance. HAHHAA. Went home slept!

Sat! Thought about it damn long then in the end still decided to go play captains ball at st berns churchhhhhh. Haahahhaaa. Omg me and veron were the girls in dennis team. And its just damn funnnny. My PCjumped damn high and caught so many ballllls. And my PC is champion! Way to go darling, am so proud of you uh! (:

Really dont like the p&w, so came homeeeeeeee with baby! Omg he so pooor thing cos he got headache and then he was like in a trance as well. Hahaha, the pig was damn sweeet today. Love you pork chop!

Im damn lazy to blog now, cos the geog is callllling. HAHHAAA. See you sooon, i think im gg to retain. Thank you and God bless you. ):

Ps: Omg sri, you're dead when i see you on MON!!!!!!!

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than you'll ever know (:

2008-06-13T02:51:00.001+08:00

Damn, i miss you. ):

2008-06-09T22:36:00.006+08:00

Anyway, just came back from the sec 3's pre con camp! And i have to admit, it was seriously a blastttttttttt. :D

"I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no hurt, but only more love."

- Mother Teresa

Thats what i remember most amongst all the sessions. I dont know why, but i've just been thinking about it all afternoon since the sesssion in the morning today. You know like most people stop trying once they get hurt by the other party. But can you imagine if everyone gives up at their first attempt at loving? It would not be right, really.
Was sitting beside gab during this particular session today. I dont know if its conincidental or what, but he was sharing something personal to me before the session started. And like when the speaker first read the quote out, we just looked at each other in unison. I guess its cos we both know how it feeels to love and be hurt in return. Esp for him i guesss.

Okay no more emo dominooo.

Went to watch isssy, kelly and yan canoe on sat morning! Omg, it was damn early? Like superrrrr. Met wz and regine and went to macritchie( bad spelling ) Made a new friend which is pok khai's canoeing mate. HAHAH. The world is small right. She led us to the big POND and saw the 3 of them! :D HAHAH.

Managed to catch yan canoe before it started pouring like MAD. Like reallly, heng i brought an umbrella?! If not we're seriously dead. I saw mei mei too! :D And the play lab guy from tangs. :/ HAHAHA. Like regine spotted him?! I wouldn't have recgonised him if he walked ten times in front of my face okay. HAHA. So the RACE ( we kept saying match ) kept getting postponed, so me zhen and reggie went to longhouse to eat. FOOD GALOREEEE (: Eat meepok and had some goreng pisangggggg. It was seriously cold like mad in the busssssssss?!

Reached churchhhhhhhhh. and then i cant rmb. Oh, WWJD! i did a station with merli and we had fun torturing everyone. haha.

Omg yah! and Jerome was damn nice. I was like saying it loudly ( not shouting) i'm having a headache ( eh but i really have k) Then like after ten minutes he appeared infront of me with a cup of water and 2 panadols! (: (: Omg, thanks Jerome, you're damn nice. :D

Then everything i cant rmb alr. But i really love this classs cos they really opened up. And that give me a really great experience. And reallly, a big part of this experience came from my fellow facils.

Steven for his never ending nonsense. Thanks for talking to me and sharing so much. Our grp wouldn't have been the same w/o you! And yah, thanks for finishing my foood for me. HAHAH.
My grouppp! Like they really shared alot. And like they totally loook silent and cool and everything. But they realllly had like the praising God thing going on man. :D:D:D:D you're made my CAMP! :D
Mooooooos! Omg, i love you ALOT moo. Realllllly. (:
MIKE LEEEEEEE :D Without you to SOLVE THE PROBLEMS, seriously i would not have came back on the 2nd day. Thanks for sitting with me, listening and of cos, lend me your cap! (:
GAB! MA DA LAI LIAO! Eh thanks for sharing. Realllly opened up my perspectives. I'm glad you make it through. Catch more theives!
The rest of the girl participants. omg thanks for letting me sleeep with yalllll and making me feeel so welcome. Im gladddddddd all of you are part of this camp. :D Thanks veron for sharing the tolietries! :D

The picts!

WWJD:

Some sesssion and game!

Surprise for PRINCESS JEAN to celebrate her firsts! Its damn funny. Cos we pretended like we're playing this trust walk game. And like pretended to blindfold all the participants. Then in the end, she was the only one who got blindfolded cos the surprise is for her! Damn funny lah! everyone was like OMG DONT BUMP INTO ME! EH I CANNOT SEEEE! all those kinda thing to make it for believable. HAHAHA.

Everyone acting behind :O

Hoo-ray!

Parent-child dinner!

Last night! OTOT

Veron! (:

STEVEN

JEROME

LAST DAYYYYY!

Omg cos i dint come for the first day, then they drew a spot for me to paste my envelope! (:

PARKING LOT

Veron's Grp!

PRINCESSS JEAN! (:

MA DA!( police man! He is a real police man you know )

MY GROUP!

Cannot do without :

And not forgettting:

HAPPY 23 MONTHS, BABY!

Helllo porkchop! It has been another month already! Time flies faster than your air pork. This month hasn't been really smoooth-sailing to be honest. But my love for you has stilll beeen greater than ever! Sorrry for being paranoid about alot of things and being pisssssed at you some times. And forcing you to blog about me ( you should lah! ) cos i always blog about you okay! Anywayyyyyyyyy baby, i just wanna say, i really love you alot okay! like 237487489289468924689642642893649 times more than i love to sleeep and eat. Bao bao! Enjoy your servers camp! :D I misss you already ):

its time to mug. No more no more going out. Study. Hello books, long time to seee. ); ( actually also dont want to see )

2008-06-06T16:38:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RARDIE!!! :D

Omg you pig, you're finally legal alreadyyyyyy! But i dont see it being of much difference, cos you started acting you're legal since you were 4. :D But its good to be legal! Anywayyyy, you're damn freaking old alr, but still ever so funnnny. Thanks for the joy and laughs you bring, as well as the pollution! ( okay dont kill me ) And also, all the help you've given in one way or anotherrr. Love you rardieeeeeeee! :D:D:D:D

So much feeelings, but they should all go into my livejournal. Anyway, thanks Regine.

Regine does not understand. says:
and _____, by joining her in this childish adventure is irritating

HAHAHAHA. Friends are gooood. BBQ laterr, more friends, GOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDD! :D:D:D:D

You know I'd fight for you
But how I can fight someone who isn't even there

2008-06-05T12:24:00.005+08:00

BOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO! Okay, sorrry for the obsession for lyrics for the past few days. But you can't deny that sometimes they do speak the truth better than anything eh?

Soooooooooooooo, the long overdue picturesss.
Lets start with Sunday, where i finally caught up with issssy (:
Went for masss, as usual, dint take in anything at alll. Rushed to vivo for some lunch, was starving like mad. HAHA. And i think it was seriously so long since we talked, despite our hunger, we just talked SOMEMORE before buying foood. HAHA. And from this experience, i learnt that isssy HATES EGGGGS. like seriously. I was like halfway through my porridge, she is still picking the egg out from her U-mian. (?!!?)

Left to starbucks for some studying (: And they're damn goood really. They give you a voucher for a free drink for chasing you out. Cooolios eh! (: I HATE COFFEE BEAN. And the muffffin there is like HEAVENLYYYYYYYYYYYY :D :D

And we dint really study. WE JUST KEPT TALKING. Omg, seriously. Like about everything and anything. HAHAA. And she kept talking to me through the reflection of the mirror lah. HAHAHA. Omg, she is madddd. Went to vivo to take some picts. Sadness that we dint take the ones with the stairs. HAHAHA. Please try to refrain from laughing when you see those pictures. But indeed, we were trying to imitate someone ( that we both dislike. okay lah, maybe only me ) HAHAHAHAA, omg maybe i shouldn't say. But omg, me and isssy laughed like MAD.

Trying not to laugh Part I

CANNOT MAKE IT

FED UP LAH

OMG ISSSY DID IT

And we fell in love with the snowman!

Shopped around and went to the outside to talk. Thanks for sharing with me your life issssy. Its seriously exciting. And thanks for listening to mine tooo. (: And stop acting niceeeeeeee! :D:D:D

Love you, issssy (:

Tuesdayyy :

Woke up damn early to meet regine to go labrodor parrk. Finallly, after saying i wanna go for like half a year already. HAHAHA. And omg, i think we walked more than we jogged. HAHAA. We're damn loser lah. BUT, that time was to like explore the place. The next time we would run alr. HAHAHA.

We tried like so many jump shots lah. Almost died please, cos i sucked. HAHAHA. I think we lost more weight from all the jumping. HAHA. Shall not post the unsucessful ones. Damn embarrassing. HAHAHAA.

The product :

The scenery is amazing eh (:

Regine = Sylvia

Walked to Telok Blangah market for breakfasttt. Damn loser lah, never really run still eat. HAHAHA. Butttt we walked to telok blangah. Walked. Damn tiredddd. HAHAHA. Was like in a dazeeeeeee.

Meeeting regine laterrrrrr :D Im damn sad cos i lost my hockey jacket. How in the world right. Okay dont talk about it already. Am damn sad. ): ): ):

Oh, and of cosssssss...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN MEI! (: (:

Hey! You're finally 17 alr! Same same! hahaha. Thanks for being such a great friend for the past 10 weeeks. Like not abandoning me for Ac's got talent and helping me take my homework!And lending me your ipod for my 2.4. Sorry i got it all wet. HAHAA. And always encouraging me when we lost matchessss (: And of cossssss, GOSSIPINGGGGG. HAHAHA. Continue being so damn neat so that we can copy your work and listening to your ipod during lecturesss! (: I LOVE YOU SOOO, MEI MEI! (: Starbucks starbuckssss hor! (:

All the days spent together, I wished for better,
But I didn't want the train to come.
Now it's departed,
I'm broken hearted, seems like we never started.
All the days spent together, when I wished for better,
And I didn't want the train to come

I'm leaving you for the last time baby...
You think you're loving but you don't love me.
I've been confused outta’ my mind lately...
You think you're loving but I want to be free.
Baby you've hurt me.

Love you porkchop :D

2008-06-04T14:09:00.000+08:00

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try... holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why? All the possibilities. I'm sure you've heard.

2008-06-02T14:38:00.002+08:00

One thing i've learnt is that, love don't last.

Edited.

Thanks Andy.

2008-05-31T01:15:00.004+08:00

Always Be My Baby (Studio) - David Cook

HAHAH, damn funnny. The num website song is " Always be my baby " (?!?!?!?!) Last time it was " What hurts the most " HAHAHAH, they're damn funny lah.

Damn tired please. Just came back from the "hockey party" for the guys. Hahaa, it was actually for the girls also, but only 7 girls went uh. So we ended up watching them box each other, push each other into the poool and drinking coke in Martin's ever so big house. Like seriously the house is huggeeeee. Well, the biggest house i've ever beeeen to i guess. Like he has like 3 cars, a pool with like a sitting down area in the centre, a chandeliar that cant even fit through the door of my house, horse-hair sofas. HAHAHA. Sounds impresssive right. Apparently Jamie has a bigger house, and the girls' party is there! :D

But celebrated baeys and i cant rmb his name bday and they sprayed coke like evrywhere please. And it was dammmn disgusting. And they like sprayed it on the sofa outside and it was filled with coke?! But he just threw it into the poool and then put it back lah. HAHAHA. Apparently its water resistant. :/ HAHAHA. Thanks goodness none of the girls got dunk. Hahahaa, royston was being an assss. He was like, wah you and jeslyn are donica's bodyguard issit. And he said he is scared of me. Thank you thank you. Hahaha, and khairul got thrashed by martin in the boxing match although he was the " heavy weight" contestant. Seems like size dont matterrr! :O

Martin's toilet dooor:

Omg, the toiletries are like seriously branded? and so are the towels. And i bet they have like more than 5 toilets since they have like 4 maids.

Thats from the inside of the house. And seriously there is like still one big patch there that i dint snap. But thats the sitting area in the middle of the poool. Like wth righttt.

Sorrry, but the chandeliar is really very nice, so i had to take a picture of it.

Celebrating their birthdays :

The ever so idiotic guys :p

Donica, me, charmaine and rachel in the TOILET:

omg and the mother scolded me lah. Like seriously scolded cos i was screaming at sam baey. I swear she hates girls or smth cos the guys were making even more noise than me. GRRR. and she scolded sam baey cos she sat on the her precious horse hair sofa with wet hair. WTH LAH. she was dry. Freaking fierce. She told me there is new born baby at the neighbours, so i cant should. YES MDM. >:(

Got a ride home in donica's carrrr. Damn tired.

Went out with regine before that. Had lunch in far east. Sweet and sour chicken rice again! Hoo-ray! (; But the day was like damn sucky cos we couldn't get our mooks stufffff. ); what rubbish rule lah. Im so going to save 1 buck a day for my hat. Grrrr. Then to ps to look for my mom, ate AGAIN and then queensway and then regine's house. We ate katong laksa. Omg, always eat alot when im out with regine lee. HAHAHA. Your fault hor regine that im like this size. Omg we were like laughing all the way lah, but im too tired to elaborateeee. But i always have so much fun with her! (: we HAVE to plan rejects outing soon!

Shall post some pictures of the team in the next post. Tilll then, take care! :D

And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see (:

2008-05-29T10:07:00.002+08:00

Omggggggggg, i'm done with season one of gossip girl! I slept at like 430 last night lahhhhhh. Vomg, have to start doing some work man. I'm seriously behindddddddddd. ):

Hamster is right, when someone says something, doesn't mean he/she will do it. Let's wait and see.

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew

2008-05-27T23:36:00.004+08:00

Ohhhhhhhhhhh, my teeth hurtss like mad. ):

Anyway, saw my boy today and he ate KFC again. Went to church for meeting and whooosh. I misss pre con camps. ):

i really do misss all the fun and memories i had with my friends in the camp. Really. Like all the preparations were defintely crazy. But the results was great. I miss gerard and all our salad making. I misss isssy and our nerves before the recon. I miss the WWJD game, ivan the beggar. I miss baby picking out sausages for me to eat. I misssss reading out the verses to jane when she had to type it out for morning prayers. I miss us singing togetherr during praise. I miss baby and gerard's total nonsense during the games. i miss the company and the laughs.(: Sigh, it just gets even more different every year right. But at least i know i have baby and mooos company during campppp this yr. With nonsensical steven in my grp of course. (:

Im glad i was part of last yr's precon. Will sleeep well tonight with all that memories falling in place. (:
School tmr. :/ i havent done ANY work, thanks to gosssip girl. Im offically hoooooked. HAHAHA. Have to start on my stupid pw tmrr. Must. I can do it.

Gooodnights worldddd.

Cos i still do love you best (:

2008-05-27T13:43:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA, i had so much fun gossiping and watching gossip girls. Zomg, i feel so much betterrrrrrrrr. Thanks man (:

2008-05-26T11:15:00.002+08:00

To be with you - Mr.Big

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

(:

XOXOXOXOXO

Edited/

Fuck, i change my mind.

2008-05-25T16:30:00.001+08:00

Ohhhhh, have decided, no more emo domino rubbish here. Will all shift to another blog. So dont worrry about getting depresssed when you come over to MUSHROOMONSTER.BLOGSPOT.COM! :D

2008-05-24T13:11:00.003+08:00

I'm sorrrrry, but i seriously like to live in the past. And i've just spent the last hour looking through my comments.

I've realized that people change. Friends come and go. But there are a few that stay. Like Weizhen. Seriously, we go way back. Like since sec one, the mao mao pao pao days. Hahahah, and im still so happy that we still talk like we're in the same schoool and team. :)

WEIZHEN
12/6/2006 7:52 pm

WO YE AI NI LOHH! :D CHAO XIANG NI LUHH!

Haha. Okay. Whats with the lian language. Anw, I MISS FER >:

WEIZHEN
08/12/2007 9:18 pm

whateverr!! ( diao diao diao x1000)
Hhahaha, hope safety belt didn't strangle you to death.
LOVE YOU TO BITS FER! ( a cannot do without )

And people like isssssy! :D Like we go way back since primary school. PRIMARY SCHOOOL! Like thanks for our church, and like all the camps. Seriously. And of cos, thanks to her because she shares with me all her stuffff ( i hope ) :D

iSabelle
12/10/2006 7:00 pm

FERRRRR! :D

ive got three words for you

WO AI NI,

hen duo hen duo.

haha okay maybe not three words. haha (:

Sighhhhh. Hahah. If i had the chance, i would turn back time where everything was just simple and happy.
When we talked on the phone and laughed.
When you used to dress up when we go out. ( grey shirt!)
When you would danced " I want it that way"
When you sang the song and blew the cake in the cable car
When you wanted to take photo with sharky
When you put stufff with cute notes outside my door
When you woke up at 6 to have breakfast at macs
When you delievered mash potato when im studying
When we messaged during school hours
When you picked out all the veggies for me
When we compete to see who finishes the drink first
When we sang your favourite song in the rain
When you whispered those things to me
When you said you would write a song for me
When you said we have to see each other at least once a week
When you call before my oral exams to wish me luck
When you try to keeep me warm in movie theatresss

Okay i should stop. I should have videoed my life away, so when these things dont happen anymore like now.

06/18/2007 12:13 pm

and its you that makes me really wanna love you badlyyy babyy! (:

08/9/2007 10:32 pm

BABYYYYYYYYY ! wo ai ni (: !

09/4/2007 10:30 pm

loving you is what i love most! (:

01/3/2008 10:26 pm

HEY DARLING BABY!
I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS DO! :D

People change, but i hope feelings don't. EMO DOMINO now. ):

2008-05-23T00:18:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha. Omg im freaking tired. But i better say what i wanna say before i forget ( like always )

1) Baby, can you stop throwing things at me, seriously? Damn pain and like my room damn messsy. And dont slap can? Thanks <3

2) David COOOOK WON!. The " always be my baby" guy. COOOOOLIOS TO THE MAX MAX MAX.

3) Ponned 3 hours of lecture todayy. Cos i'm seriously in the holiday moood alr, and i really dont want to listen ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I dont want i dont want. HAHAHA. Uncle at the front gate stopped me lah, cos i dont have blue slip. Eh i say i got dental lor. Heng i saw sam wong, and she had pink slipp. So we slipped out of the back gate tgt :D Omg dint know she so naughty one. HEH.

Happy Birthday, Mr Pooooi! I'll misss you like mad lah, chem whore! ):

4) Overslept AGAIN when i take 145 and walked back all the way to the bus stop to meet baby :D Hung out and then went for Hockey Finals! :D

5) Vj won! Hahaha, damn tense match cos SA held them for quite long, seriously. But in the end VJ won. :D Peanuts was all present today! :D:D:D:D:D Like for once! HAHAHA. Watched the guys match with hw and wzzzzzzz and then prize presentation yo. HAHAAAA.

Wz's

Ying's

Mine

6) Rushed over to jen's house to get the oh-so-heavenly tom yam soup with rachel and felicia and of cos jen. HAHAHA. Her house damn nice lah! And her family has their own tree :D HAHAHAA. :D

Omg, that person in the portrait is SO NOT JEN. HAHAHA.

7) Then alllll the way to HuiHui's house for team dinnnner - STEAMBOATTTTTTTT! :D HAHA. Omg we walked all the way? Like past the shopping centre where me and dont know who ate oishi pizza there lah! DAMN FAR AND I WAS HOLDING THE DAMN FREAKING NICE TOM YAM! REACHED AND OMG, ATE LIKE MAD?!

8) And the craziest thing i did today, was sit beside KRSYTLE SHIT LAU! HAHAHAA. Omg, i haven't laughed like that in ages ah. I mean she is just like mad seriously. I love the people at my table please. HAHAHA. And sam baey looks like ikan bilis. HAHAA. OMG shit and i went seriously mad, cos we were like playing with food and everything! HAHAHA. I was in charge of cooking fish and she in charge of crab meat?! Like WHO FRYS CRAB MEAT LAH SHIT.

9) Omg and the funniest thing seriously. Cos we like wanted to hog all the drinks for outselves right, so me, liz and shit just keeep hiding the green tea. HAHAHA. Then shit went mad and she stopped eating and just kept drinking green tea. Like drink, refill, drink refill, piut ice, refill and drink again?!!! I was like amazed lah! She hid the green tea so people wont steal from her LAH. HAHAHAHA. Omg, then green tea was running out, so we decided to hide the ice lemon tea and sprite! HAHAH. Like i only wanted to drink sprite right, so i told everyone at our table who wanted sprite to say " I want BEEHOON! " And then liz was like ()&#()%&#())(?! Jiayi like held out her cup to me and shit and she said she wanted beeehoon right, LIZ WENT MAD and she took the big bowl of beehoon and was like THERE BEEEHOON! hahaha. Omg then me and shit just kept laughing like mad. Then Jiayi was like BEEEHOOON then Liz was like BEEEHOOON WHAT!! HAHAHAHAA. omg and she was holding the beehoooon all the time. OMG DAMN FUNNY LAH I ALMOST DIED.

10) Then shit was like talking bad about someone. Then i took the prawn, then i was like, " omg this is her, the 1st runner! " HAHAHA, so she went and use the chop stick at the goal posts and we just acted the whole thing. And soon the rest of the table joined in to make it a real short corner lah! HAHA. Omg i almost died of laughter, like seriously. The goal posts are the chop sticks, then the 2 prawns are the runners, then the sausages are the post man. HAHAHAHAA. Cos jen and donica is like so skinny, so they were the beeenhooon. HAHAHAHAAHAHA. Omg, then AO went mad, like cos the ball goes to her right, she caught it, then she ATTEMPTED TO SHOOT AT GOAL ( Infront of Shit's face) and she played ping pong and pinged the meat ball ( the hockey ball ) to SHIT LAH! HAHAHA. Omg, it flew dont know where, and omg its damn funnnnny i could have died. HAHAHAA.

11) Pui sheen sat on the plastic chair and it just broke half way. HAHA. like into half, literally. HAHAA.

12) Phototaking, wash plates and homed. (:

Seriously took alot of pictures these few days cos of hockey. HAHAHA. I'll really misss the team, i swear.

From me hating Ac and of cos Ac Hockey at the start, till now, i'll really learnt to grow to love the team. They're seriously the nicest people, and people who really care. Not to mention that they're damn fun and play good hockey yeah! HAHAHA. I'll misssss all of your nonsense and training wont be the same without yallll anymore ); Do come back alrightttttt. ):

No schoool tmr, SLEEEEEP HOME SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! (: (:

YSHCBIDKWILYATS.IMY.

2008-05-21T22:23:00.002+08:00

Omg, im so tired i feeel like dyinggggg. I can do it, i can watch finish AI finals. Omg i can do it.

Okay shall just anyhow post, cos im quite happpy. We won! Ac's got 3rd man. :D Finals tmr (:

Baby called me after the match today. HA. so cute (: <3

Oh, start alr! Later!

2008-05-21T09:47:00.003+08:00

Omg im like such a shit. But i just pon Gp and Math to come to the library and use the com. Heh, dont get me wrong. If i had done my compre than i would MOST PROBABLY go for GP. But i really dont wanna do DC. Anyway, sharon low is going to give us DC tmr anyway. Cos we haven't done tutorial 1-8. Im suppose to finish tutorial 5-8 tmr? IMPOSSIBLE. Considering that i took one month to finish tutorial 4. HAHAH.

Anyway, stayed over at Kelly's yesterday. I'm glad she liked the surprise. It was seriously nerve-wrecking luh. Haha. Blog more about it when i get home. More importantly, Ac vs MI later. :/ To be honest, im quite scared. Ha, but i'm sure we can get this man.

Ive got so much feelings inside of me, but there's no way i should say anything now. Its just that the fear is killing me. Why can't days get back to how it was weeks before? Its so damn freaking hard. Grrrrr.

i should probably treasure my love more cos they're having it hard. Damn sad yo.

2008-05-19T22:47:00.003+08:00

Omg im seriously stressed. I guess this is what you get for leaving work all to the last min. Hahaa, this weeekend can only be described as a mess. Seriously. Tears, sleeep, sleeplessness, more tears, sleeeping and eating. But today was good, met up with yan and regine! :D omg, love those two (: Met regine for lunch, and yan came along. Bought stuff and left for regine's house for some serious slacking. Heheh.

Hhaaaaa, prelude eh (:

Very, very cheered up after meeting them. Haha, me and regine just keeep shouting " we're going to retain, retain, retain." And then just like that lor. HAHAA. Came home, ate, and just sat infront of my com until now, doing my econs article and planning. OMG i bought red bull for myself just now. Cos i dont plan to sleep tonight. CHIONG AH! Oh, and i ate best chips in the world today. Double happinesss!

I've thought long and hard. I'm just going to fight my way through. I want to. Since God brought me to it, He is going to bring me through it eh.

Thanks for the song, Regine (:

Bright, cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes fell when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just not the same
What could I say?

I'll need a little more luck than a little bit
Coz' everytime I get stuck, the words won't fit
And everytime that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Coz' everytime that I try i get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
(Was it something I did)
Can someone tell me what to say
To just make you stay?

I know it feels like the again
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again
And what it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground
So we never fall down again
Again

Edited.

Just heard this from the radio:

Love is like giving that special someone your french fries and not expecting any back.

I would give you the whole extra value meal if i had to. (:

2008-05-18T23:30:00.002+08:00

Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
Goodbye

I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down
Too little and too late
See now I know your kind
You fake it easy just to please me
Don't you know
It's not like we haven't tried over and over again
Sleepless nights, wrong or right
Goodbye

Please tell me i have more time with you.

Love you baby (:

2008-05-14T21:48:00.005+08:00

Zomg, i'vr got so much to blog about but cant seem to find the time to :/

1) Bday Chalet
2) PS Adventure part II

Okay like not alot. But.. i typed a whole chunk ytd and its goneeeee. And i cant attempt to type everything now, cos AI is coming up in 10!

Anyway. Lets talk about. Ytd. Again. Grrrrrr.
Alright. So ytd was TUESDAY. So can go to schoool late. Me and Alexis decided to have breakfast in macs at tiong! Since we can go to schooool late and all. HAHAHA. Yah i know, we're like some hard core eaters or smth. SO anyway. Sat down and there was this two boys. Like super weird?! Alexis say they belong to the schoool which she saw a boy from there keeep grabbing his dick. HAHA. So obviously we were quite scareddddd. And like cos Alexis bought the coupons right, then we tore and went to buy. AND I DONT KNOW WHY, the coupons ended up on their table?! Azin the two guys table leh. And Alexis was like SUPER BRAVE and she went to ask it back. OMG, she is going to die early if she keeps risking her life like this?!

So my meal came with a free thing, so i got sausage egg mcmuffin with eggg for my hungry monster. He came along with JOACHIM IN THE PINK SHIRT and gobbled it uppp. Left for schooool with themm. Took train and Alexis must have been posioned by the mcgriddles cos she TOTALLLLLEH dint want to go schooool. Zomg and i also ZHONG DU from her cos when we reached buona vista we dint get out of the train!!! OMG. hahahahaaaaaa. OPPS WE DID IT AGAIN. Like ponned schooool. Sat at jurong mrt and stoned AGAIN. Called laoshi and convinced her i was temporary handicapped and cant go school cos i fell down at the train station. Had to make use of the blue black shit gave me. HAHAAAAA.

Omg, stoned, went to vivo to try and study some math whichwewillobviouslyfailsoidontknowwhywebotheredtostudy. Bought drink at coffeee bean. After getting so fruststated with the gc, we just to went to NUM to get our free membership. HEH. And he says NO SIZES FOR THIN STAP FILPFLOPS. (*(_#$*_#$*_#

Haahaa, saw pull and bear and RUSHED IT literallly. Tried loads of stuff and i ended looking like bob the builderrr. Bought our stufff and rushed to my house. HEH. As usual, the same reaction to the condition of my rooom and BOOOM, she slept on my bed just like that. HAHAHA. Rushed to schooool to take math test which we both miserably failed. HHAHAHA. I got like 4/25 , Alexis got like 6/25 (!!!) which chik and mei mei got 3/25. HAHAHA. Friend got like 2 lah, but changed and somehow got 3. :/

HHAHHAAA. Alexis got into some shit with her choir person. And i just wanna say something to that girl : YOU SUCK! (:

Alexis dint come schooool today. Schooool was tiring and as usual sad cos there's nothing to eat. So wan mei and i just ate rubbish. HAHAA. RUBBISH AH RUBBISH. Went to trng and finally had the pitch to ourselves. So sad the boys dint get through ytd cos they lost to ACS(I) 4-1. ): So sad the goalie criedddddddd. You rock, boys! :D

Semis tmr against SA. Wish us luck (:

I'm tired of being suspicious. Seriously.

2008-05-12T22:34:00.005+08:00

Zomg. Alrights, blogging is just an excuse to get away from studying for math common test tmr.

Sooooo... today ended on a high noteeee (:
Ac beat Nj 1-0 to qualify for the semis!
Semis on thursdayyy, against SAJC.
Means ying, nikki, ah ma, jillian and hitomi. Too bad danker is not around anymore ):

Come on Ac, we're this close.

We can do it.

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there`s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

L-O-V-E Y-O-U DONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG (:

2008-05-10T11:10:00.004+08:00

You're always be my thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

oh helllo i misss you so.

2008-05-08T06:09:00.005+08:00

Now that i let it all out, i feeel way better. This is how things should be. GG.

HAPPY TWENTY-TWO MONTHS DARLING!

What a difference you made in my life. Nothing beats looking forward to your morning message and your goodnight calls. Life's hard, but we're gonna hit it hard together right? Still many unfulfilled dreams, many more places to go ( and eat ). You know i always find strength in your smile and most importantly, in you. God knows how much more time we have left. But i pray that that day will never ever come babe.

Sorrrry, have training so can't dinnnner. Take care and seeee you soon love (:

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything

Love you with all of my very humongous heart (:

2008-05-07T00:47:00.003+08:00

we were as one babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine
now you want to be free
so I'm letting you fly
cause i know in my heart babe
our love will never die,no!

you'll always be a part of me
i'm a part of you indefinitely
boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

i ain't gonna cry no
and i won't beg you to stay
if you're determined to leave boy
i will not stand in your way
but inevitably you'll be back again
cause ya know in your heart babe
our love will never end no
you'll always be a part of me
i'm part of you indefinitely
boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

i know that you'll be back boy
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder ooohhh
i know that,you'll be right back, baby
oh, baby believe me it's only a matter of time
of time

I misss you dear boy, Love you so (:

2008-05-06T23:18:00.004+08:00

Baby, you're only sorry you got caught.

Thoughts have beeen driving me wild these few days. No, not because of the stresss, but i think its you. Its a wonder how insecure you make me feeel. Can't stop thinking about it since that day. Am i doing the right thing by chooosing to trust you? Or in another words, lie to myself? How can you tolerate this, Felicia Soh Mei Ying? What are you afraid of? Its kinda sad deeep down inside, cos i know i can and should say something. But i chose not to. Sometimes i had enough keeeping things inside, but i dont want to kick up such a big fuss.

I'm not in the wrong this time. But you think you are right. Its incredible. You think you're right. You think there's nothing wrong.

You think there's nothing wrong.

You're doing it now. You will do it later. You did it just now.

2008-05-04T18:06:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE!

Sorrry for the lack of pictures in this post, cos everything is with the friends with cameraaaaa.

So yes. Lots of things happened on my birthday, and if i write them all out now, i think i dont need to finish my work and study for chem common test tmr already. But i just dont feeel at ease to do my work if i dont write out how i feeeel for each and everyone who turned up at the chalet ytd and what they did. So heree it goes :

Of course, the reason why it happeened was becauseee my dearest boyfrienddddd, Baby (: This dong dong and all my other gooodest friends planned the whole thing and contacted and bought and paid for everythinggggggggg (:

Thanks darrrrling, for like this whole thing you planned. Seriousllly, so many times ytd i wanted to tell you how much this whole chalet thingy meant to me and how it made a difference amongst all my birthdays, but i never seeemed to pluck up the courage to. But hopefully you will come to read this in time to come. Anyway, seeing you planning something this big for me, and making sure i was happy, reallly made me feeel super loved and fortunate. Although i was busy like entertaining my friends and everything, i want you to know that i have always kept you in my mindddddd. And reallly, you come the first no matter what okay? The way you made sure everything goes smoothly and how you organized everything is really incedible. Its definitely not easy, but you pulled it off just for me (: Thankssss baby, and reallly. I'm so glad that you're with me all along the whole chalet. And this is the best birthdayyyy, because of you. Thank you! Bao bao! (:

Rejects : OMGGGGGG. I'm seriously damn touched by the video that you all did and the trouble that you all went through for me (; Like collecting clothes from my mother, pangsehing me in the day so that you all can surprise me at night, making the videooo, staying over with me.. and the list goes on.

Regine : Omg regine. Sorrry for being so pisssy at you for the past few days cos you keep "cancelling plans" Seriously thanks ah. And like thanks for listening to all my rants although it doesn't make sense sometimes and being it through all for me. Thanks for going through all these trouble for me for all our friendshipp. Wouldn't know what i would be now if its not for you! (: Thanks so muchhhh, friends foreverrrrr. Get well soon, regine :D

Bitch!: Omg thanks for your present zhen zhen! And your specially made-with-love cookies. Seriously its damn nice. Thanks for coming over to the chalet seriously. And like almost killing yourself over communicating with cow. And reallly, being a friend who is really there all the time. Like whenever i msg you, you always reply with encouraging advice and of cos ideas for revenge. I know when you say you understand, you really do. I really misss you bitchhhh (: Thanks really, for being my friendddddd.

Yan! : Omg yan, although we dont say much to each other, but im always very happy when i see you, because, you never fail to give me this big smile. And i've always admired you for how independent you are. Your encouragement reallllly helpsss when i do need it. Its always such a joy to be with you yan. (: Thanks for always being so real and so nice. Thanks also, for being there ytd almost you all had murderous trng during the day. And the efffort you took to contribute to the videoo. Love you always yan!

Kelllly : Omg kelll, damn touched when you woke up ytd after your 90347032470 hours of sleeeep and said " i love you fer! " Seriously damn happpy, and like although we're not very close in the rejects, i secretly love you alot. Sorrry for making your camera oily and sticky if it is. And of cos, thanks for coming to the chalet although you had training. And you're damn funny, realllly. :D Love you kellllly!

Peanuts :

Emeliaaaaa! : Omg, really surprised you came. Reallly. When was the last time we seriously last talked properly moles? I rmb how close we were when we were sec two. But you came all the way to the chalet for me! Im seriously happppy moles. Thanks for the present. It meant alot to me. Thanks mole, love you alwaysssssss. (:

HAN.: Omg, you came tooo! Like all the way. With your mama calling and everything. Thanks for the beautiful memories you gave me in stc and in hockey. And of course, thanks for being you, cos thats what makes you special. And stop being communist! Thanks for the card and for coming and eating. (: I misss those times when we took pictures with my boobs. HAHAA. Love you han (:

Church people :

Issssy : Omg sorrry isabelle, i dint really talk to you much ytddddd. But im really very happy you came you know? We've beeen friends for so freaking long alr. Since the 5566 period until now. And differnt schoools still but we're going strong. Im seriously damn happppppppyy that you're my friend. Thanks for coming, seriously. And i really love you. You're always try your best to be there for me when i need to, and im glad we can still share stufff until now. Thanks for being my friend, reallly. Love you isssssy! (:

Jane: Omg jane! Yah, sorrry i dint talk to you much also jane. But im really glad you came although you're freaking busy and everything. Poly life! I hope you had fun. And i will never forget the fun times we had last time during camps and everything. When you get lesss busy, we hang out soon again okay! (: You're still as caring as always, Love you jane (:

Wo! : Thanks for your jacket wo, seriously. Its DA BOMB! Damn nice. (: And thanks for coming seriously, knowing how much work Ac gives :/ And like although i dint really talk to you much ytd, im very happy you showed up with leslie. We're best friends rmb! Hahaa. And like really. You're another one who is really there when you say you'll be there. No matttter how bad my tempers get, you will always be super understanding and wont hold it against me! I always have so much fun when im with you. Omg, we go way backkkk you know. Alr in J1 (: I know our friendshipp will last tilll like 3646964934639469 yrs more and so will you and leslie. Im your bridesmaid horrrrr. I chope first. (; Love you wooo.

Moooooos: Thanks for the company in the morning mooos annd sorrrry for making you wait so long OPPPS. And likeeeeeee, although we're not close anymore, im super duper glad you're my mooooos. And like, i had a blast talking to you ytdddd. We should hang out more tgt, you rock moooos. Dont forget the gf plan for your bf this yr. HAHA. And you suck at keeep surprises! HAHAHA. (:

Gerard and Joachim and Jerry: HAHAH, omg cant forget both of you. Thanks for being there, cos seriously you'll make things funnier. HAHAA. thanks for bbq-ing and eating an providing the musiccccc (:

Fabian: Omg, i know im the sister that you wish you had right. HAHA. Thanks for making it down although there was only 2 mins left to my bday when you reached. Thanks fabbbbbbbie (:

Michael leee and calvin! Omg, like there would be no foood if it was not for you guyssss. Thanks for sweatng it out and being busy for the goood of the rest. Sorrrrry, i dint get to talk to yalll much too. But thanks for being there. (: Thanks mike leeee for the shirt and always being like a big bro in church. AHAHAH. I totallly knew there was gg to be a bbq when i saw you at vivo in the afternoon. HAHA. Thankkks (:

Leslieee : HAHAHA, goood right, you come for my birthday. You get to wish me and have the time of your life and take crazy pictures of me and pan and get back the love of your life. Thanks for the present, and your presence at the chalet (:

Ivan! : Eh you damn hot now lor. HAHA. Lose so much weight. thanks for coming all the way and almost dying in the car crash with my boyfriend and my dearest friends. hahaa. Misssed those times we studied so hardddd tgt downstairs our house. You're the bomb lah ivan, like literallly. HAHAHA. Thanks for cominggggggg. (:

Sri : So sad you cant be there sri! But your video is really damn touching sri! thanks for taking the time. Omg, please hang out soon cos i misss your nonsense so much. YES FER YES. AHHAHAA. Thanks sri. And i think your webcam got problem. HAHAHA. (:

LG: Thanks for always being there LG, like literally always. Like when i msged you this morning, you immediately reply. And not only today, but yesterday and like way backkkk and i know for the future and forever as welll. Thank youuuuuu and for the surprises at the letter box on valentines and my bdays (: Although i havent seen you for 34907590750 years, somehow i know you're always here, someway or another. Thanks (:

Omg, i think im done. (: for all those people that sent me messsages, thankssssssss tooo (: I want to let you know, that you all made a difference, no matter how big or smalll. Omg, i sound so emo. But im damn happppy. Thanks (:

2008-04-29T21:09:00.003+08:00

Omg, need to convince mother to buy me w new com. Cos this one seriusly lags. And my moniter is damn small, i can't see shit. :O

Currently doing:
1) Econs project
2) Blogging
3)Putting songs into Alexis's Ipod
4) Dying.

Still in waiting:
1) Pooi's chem test
2) Functions tutorial
3) Pooi's tutorial
4) Think of ideas for PW
5) Some chinese homework that i dont rmb having

Im seriously stressssed and am having a headache. :/

Updates. I cant rmb what i did last weeek alr. Cos i tried to write like this whole chunk and it got deleted. So just heck w it! Okay, lets do from Sat.

Pooi's lesson with chik at the void deck. Zomg we were totally talking crap like MAD. Out of the one and a half hour, i think we only spent 45 mins actually talking about chem. Hahahaaaa. Nvm, somehow it was productive. Cabbed down with chik to Bukit timah plazaaaaaaaa.
Outing with Regine for our monthly hair cut :

Lunched at Hk cafe and shopped around. Omg like totalllly broke please. Dont talk to me. HAHAH. Me and regine have to stop acting rich. When in actual fact im not. :/ Hahaha, had great fun though whilee regine the rich kid bought everything from far east. HAHAH. Yah omg regine. I know why you cant accept weejin alr. Seriously. Omg i misss you so much! Movie pleassssssseeeee.

Met baby for dinnnner at esplanadeeeeeee for some char keow tiao and bbq chicken wings. Yummmmmy! Dint go for tuition in the end cos was damn tired. :/

And i give up on my tutor. I rather study on my own. Seriously. ()@&$@#&)$()

Church on sunday with isssssy. Always love catching up w her and gosipping and crapping. But we always do it in the wrong place please! Like during masssss. Seriouslyyyyyy. Saw jane but she went offfff after mass immediately! ): Haven't seen her in ages. Went home, packed and did some newspaper thing. Out again to meet Alexis for dinnnnner!

Seriously Alexis can't wait for her photo to be taken seriously. She moves too fast.

Ate like a pig?! It was like 60 bucks. Seriously. The person was like damn shocked like two girls eat so much! HGHAHAHA. whats so surprising. Its ME and ALEXIS what. HAHA.

Everything was closed by the time we finished so we walked around the 3 NUM in heeren while she loooked for her friend. And off to TAMPINESS. Seriously its damn farrrrr. And we were talking and laughing so loudly in the train that the guy beside us was like trying hard not to laugh. HAHA. wth right. Anywayyyy, dint take any photos at her house. But we have two DAMN funny videos with me playing the drum(?!) and the piano (??!??!?!?) with alexis singing at the back. Seriously its damn funnnny. Okay shall upload it soon. I think we went mad seriously. HAHAA.

Bathed and talked abit. And tried to get down to some studying since the sleeepover is suppose to be for studying ( Like wth?! ) but we ended up falling asleeep. I fell asleeeep too so i dint step on her face for sleeeping. HAHAA. And like my geog notes was on my face lah. Like wth. HAHAHA. And we haddddddd to wake up at like 6.10. Omg we dint even have time to bathe so i just woke up and wore my uniform. HAHAHA. Damn funnnny. Ran out of the house just in time to catch the trainn seriously. Leaving faraway from schooool is damn scary seriously. I understand how you feeel regine.

Then OF COURSE in the train, we were contemplating whether we should go to schooool. Like seriously. DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOOL. Cos anyway the class is going to watch agnes bowl. So no lessssons. Omg so we were like GO DONT GO GO DONT GO. And whats stopping us is defintitely LAO SHI. Seriously i hopes she never reads my blog. And we finally reached BUEANA VISTA ( omg is this how you spell ) and then we just sat there and try to decide. OMMMG. we decided NOT TO GO SCH.

HAHAHAHA. I just had to get MC what. So we just PONNNED SCHOOOL!!!! Omg. I@&()#$&@)#$) HAHAHA. Omg i pon schoool AGAIN. So we took the train to Jurong east and stoned for about 20 mins before deciding where to go. So me and alexis wanted to cross over to the other platform to take the train back to tiong area. So you know we had to go through a train to go to the other train right. OMG OMG. And we decided too late or were too slow or smth then we got trapped in that train lah!?!!? And we totally went to Bukit Batok. Wthhhhhhhhhhhhhh. AHAHHA. And the people at bukit batok gg to the pasir ris direction is like mad?!?! Like seriously, me and alexis like waited for like 2 trains before safely getting into the train w some space. Seriously the people just push you like anything. Im surprised why they dont just push people inton the tracks seriously. Like we were infront of the yelllow line?!?!?! Its that easy to die at the train station.

So blah blah Omg. went to the poly clinic at bm and then went to macs to study.. Favourite place seriously. The smelll and everything, sure do bring back memories ):
I think we were in a trance, cos we dint sleeep much seriously. Like omg dont know what we were doing lah.

Omg and while we were doing work, there was this bunch of ponners ( just like us ) from henderson. I think their language is just vulgarities. Reallly. " F you lahhhhh! Cheeeeeeee byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee $(&#()$&()@#$ " and eeverything else. How educational. Oh and damn funny. Cos me and alexis were waiting in the clinic right. Then this uncle came and talk to us. So he was like " What school are you from? " Us: " Errrrrr, Hendersonn. " ( Laughing ) Uncle: " Oh you two sec 3 or sec 4 ? " Us: " Errrr, sec 4! " HAHAHA. It was his turn then he left. HAHA. Phewwwww.

Ponnners from "our school" HAHAH

Hellllo kittty toy Alexis gave me from her breakfast! :D

Omg we finished up like the tiny weeny bit of work we were doing. And went home. In a trance. Seriously. Had a nap and went for training. HAHAA. Omg this woman force me to play netball for my community centreeee. Wth i dont want?! Cos i stay in telok blangah lah. WTH.

Schooool today was alrights. Omg i ran 2.4. Damn tired please. Yay at least napha is OVER. Like reallly. Omg xinjie helped me take picture of our pe teacher playing the PSP. Seriously, youggeng and chang run has some psp disease. HAHAA.

Had to wait for hockey jacket at 4.30 So me and Alexis went to have some frolicks after schooool. Seriously its damn nice (:

Vomg yay i blogggged finishhh. (: Shall upload the two videos soon. I think only me and alexis find it funnny. Seriously. HAHAHA. Omggggg, i got alot of homeworkkkkk. Gooooodbyeees world. Needd to go do econs now. my grp leaders msn nick is : angry group leader's head has exploded. :/

My heart is empty without you
Sometimes you don't know what you do
And I need you tonight
I'll fall asleep and it's alright
Close my eyes and I'll be by your side

Missss you babyyyy ):

2008-04-24T00:21:00.001+08:00

Am i the best thing that ever happened to you?

2008-04-21T20:56:00.002+08:00

Go Alexis!

I totally learnt so much from what you told me today. And seriously you make so much sense. Cheez. Why am i not as brave as you? :D Anyway, thanks. You gave me a little bit of courage to fight for what i want. And probably in hope of a better future. And of cos to look at the bigger picture (: Will always be here for you, LOVE YOU! :D

2008-04-20T21:16:00.004+08:00

Omg, im like discussing with regine my birthday plans! HAHAA.
We're so going to BUNGEEEEEEEE. But its like, we're so blooody damn scared. So i dont know how we're going to get that done. HAHAA.

Fer. Hoo-ray? says:
eh reginnee
Fer. Hoo-ray? says:
we go bungee jump on 3rd may k
Regine says:
hahahah suuure!
Regine says:
omg im gg to die on your bday.
Regine says:
it wil be my last present to you

HAHAHAA. That's great.

Anyway, today was another slacccck day. Breakfast with baby in the morning. The new maple dont know what sausage mcmuffin! Its niceeeeey! :D And then home for some ebay-ing. Omg found so much stuffff. But i can't get them. Cheez. I still cant get over it. Cos i cant get the wallet cos the person is in US. :/

While im desperately trying to finish my math tutorial, cant help but reflect on how's life been treating me these few days. So afraid that these days dont last. Its kind of strange and unfamiliar, because life's been harsh for the last few weeks. Not to say that life's a bed of roses now, but its livable. Other than the homework and the hockey part. So sad, i wish i know how to play hockey now. Too much trainings aren't that much of a help after all. I concluded that i'm suffering from hockey burnt out. :/ Miss those days at Stc the most. That team spirit that i guess i will never get to experience in this life time again.

Damn, i must learn to live in the moment seriously. Im totally collecting dust, just thinking about the past.

Im off to finish up the rest of my homework. So going to sleeeep in school tmr. Grrr, but i must finish my work. Blogging takes loads off my chest. :D

For the good of the both of them, she actually did it. Although she didn't want to. Thats called bravery.

Think about the plans that we made
Drivin' around while the radio played
They may have gotten delayed
But they're waiting for you
Think about the look in my eyes
Saying I love you the very first time
Focused, not blind
And you said it too
I still believe in you

Love you baby. (:

2008-04-19T22:38:00.004+08:00

Omg! I'm like sooo sorrry. Hahah, i dint blog for like a million yrs lah! Cos my com was like *&#*($&@$&) and the blogger dint have the ' Publish Post" button?! Like wth right. Then i updated my com and dont know reset something and then pressed something and did it ! :D

Alright. Since the last time i updated, which was more than a week ago, not many things happened. Its just school, hockey, school hockey. Oh, national schools started alr. :/ And our first match was with Cj on tuesday, then the second one was w JJ on thurs. 3-0 and 4-0. I seriously think we could have done bettterr. I wish i could play so much better too ): Like freaking frustrated recently. :/

Alrights. So school has been stressing. But im not really doing anything about it. Cos when you come back from training, you'll be damn tired and like just HELLO BED. yah! and we have like so many projects now. For Gp, Econs blah. And Econs is like shit. :/ wth some far east plaza thing. Me and Alexis are so gg to far east to do RESEARCH. HAHAA.

Okay, let the pictures do the talking! :D

Went to watch the guys play against SA! They lost lah, like 2-0 :/
Saw ying ying there, Omg missed her like craps. And i concluded i look nicer in SA uniform. ):

Schooool with Alexisssss - HAHAHA

Chinese classs and the MOO MOO was left in the hub after Fun-o-rama :/

And like seriously, Econs is like FREAKING x 89473897893 BORING BORING.

Omg, Ms FAITH has a problem lah. I mean, i dint learn anything from her so far you know. And its alr April? Im not the only one that feels that same way pls. Bye Econs.

Tuesday. Left class at 1150, went to the aerobics studio to get ready for the match. The freaking white jersey is DAMN SMALL and tight. Its like tights. HAHA. Feeel damn uncomfortable lah, squeezed to the max. And everyone else in the team is like soo skinny. HAHAA.

Oh, that day at the Theresian Awards Day. AHAA. I grabbed some from blogs here and there. :D And my sharing folders dont work :/

The old 4E! ( Look at the number to Cj-ians! Scarrrrry :/ )

The BESTEST! Mr Leslie! :D

I think yan hates me. HAHAHAHA. Of course not.

Regine says this is the perfect emo shot. Like... " i wish you were here.. " or somewhere along the line of " thinking of you.. " kinda thing. WHATEVER REGINNE.

Zhen receiving :D omg so proud of herrr :D haha, WTV bitchhh.

Me, OMG IM RECEIVING! Like my fugly picture is on the screen. And why am i saying this. If i dont say it maybe you wont notice. HAHA. Wtvvvvv. Its like econs ago and its just fugly.

Okay this is under " school "

Like we just went to the toilet cos we were bored in Econs AGAIN. Omg, should seriously do something about it.

Thats cong and he said he played com for the whole night. So he dint sleeep. According to him : " Feel like dying like that " with the vietnamese accent. Seriously he is the funniest. HAHA. This was in math lecture btw. He was like that in all the other 2 lectures that day. AHAHA.

Okay, thats enough of picture feeding. And like you know what. I had hockey like for the past 5 days. It was training, game, training, game and training!! Omg this is madness or what! I think the more i play, the more shittier i become. Grrr, whats wrong w me pls. I need help! ( thats sounds more for like, depressed people or alcoholics or smth. Okay i think i am. NO!! Depressed i mean, not alcoholic. Omg i think i'm depressed cos im talking to myself now. so now i stop )

Yah, not forgetting for regine and zhen! :D Thanks for being there for me again the past few weeks/ days / my whole life :D wouldn't be still here if not for you guys. Would be in my pink hello kitty tomb by now. And Alexis too. Thanks for sharing my woes. We'll eat mexican wings soon alrights! So going to throw some flowers at you on 6th july. HAHA. :D

Havent seen much of rejects lately. Okay, i just saw them today. At the STC funfair. Saw like a million people lah. Like ZOMG. And i mean it, its alot. Hahaha. But was in a daze cos it was damn hot. Dont know what happened to the cheerleading. Seriously, the talent has left with my batch. And saw Fat pat and Tan Lin how and his wife, Mai lao shi. I think Mr Ng is like " growing " in happinesss. Like literally growing? HAHA. like sideways as well. HAHAA. No wonder skinny models die. Okay, that makes no sense.

Anyway, since the com is alrights now, will be blogging frequently. I realized its so useful to vent your shit here :D See you and thanks for catching it ( my shit )

Omg, not forgettting the TWO davids in my life. Seriously the best.
Eh pleaseeee. Its a MUST MUST watchhh. If not i put here wasted.

Not forgettting the Bestest Best : Love you baby! :D

2008-04-09T19:03:00.004+08:00

Yohooo, dint go to school today cos i had fever AGAIN. :/
Omg i dont know what im typing now cos im seriously in a daze. So much hmk not completed too. :/

Its not like me to find excuses for your actions. But why is it that im doing it so often now? Its not like you genuinely care for me anyway. While you're trying to hide how you feel inside, i'm here trying to find out whats gg on with you. Somehow the feeling just isn't right. I've been meaning to tell you how i feel, but i think it doesn't matter to you at all.

So maybe this is my cue to leave.

2008-04-06T21:05:00.004+08:00

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

To think that i dont even worth that space there.

Edited/

Now i'll doubt that your love is true.

2008-04-05T20:04:00.004+08:00

OMG! Havent bloggged for like 4907350357 yearsss alr. So lets do a recap.

Wednesday :

Cant rmb what school was like. I think it was the usual. Like damn tired and half asleep. Soooo had match at NIE after schoool and i played like shit? Omg i was super distracted and i dont know what happened. Then came home, and then crasheddddd.

Thursday: Omg super stressed cos of the PI thing? And school was like ()&$#)$&)# cos iw as super tired. Went to collect my phone after school and then took the train to Boon Lay for training and half way it was like raining monkeys and chimpanzees?! So i was like praying training would be cancelled so that i can go home and do my PI. VOMG. Yah and then i came out of the train right, then jeslyn called. She said training was cancellled! OMG, like God is totally helping me cos he know i had PI to do! :DDDD So i like stupidly went back into the train, and then took the train all the way back to redhill. I think i slept w my mouth opened. AHAH

Friday:
Pe was slack cos everyone was using the gym. And i cant't remember anything else alr. But i do rmb geog lecture cos its like damn funny. Like i think yong geng was sleeping in kaw sok lin's lecture. And he just went up to yong geng and put a fisherman's friend into his mouth. Like literally put into his mouth HAHAHA omg the whole lecture was like ()&#()$&)#&$() Damn funny
Suppose to have trng after schoool but i had to gooooo to Stc. Rushed home to send my PI and then off to STC. Omg, like totally miss the place? Like saw yingg, han and like a million other people. Hhahahaha, yan and kelly came to watch! :D

And like omg when you go up to receive the award they will like put your picture on the screeen?! Like wth right. And mine was like my graduation one. Zomg, what a shit. I totally walked damn fast after i took the cert so that they faster change to the next one. Ahaha. Like so many people took the school colours award. And me zhen hw and ying's one was for hockey. I thought like the whole team suppose to get lah Oh i saw lim singh also! HAHAA. Then after that rushed down to the reception and ate like alot?! Omg thats madness.
And this years reception damn good lah. Got like tables with table clothes and flowers and everything. Omg totally misss doing duty for the past yrs theresian awards day when i was still in council ):
Saw like the whole bunch of teachers but i really missed Mr Leslie most lah. Omg, so damn sad please. Took pictures with him ( which is like a must ) and went to valley point for some ice cream with rejects and to wait for regine there.

Canwhored and like eat D24 icecreaaam w belgian chocolate :D Then wz left and we went to spize for some limau :D Omg love catching up with them and like we kept laughing although we're damn tired. HAHA. Took a bus with yan back home and at purmei saw like this mad guy who wore some v neck shirt that showcased his infront and it was damn shiny lah. I bet he applied some oil on it or smth but anyway me and yan freaked out and ran up the steps. AHAHA. Got home and crashed. What a good day (:

Today :

Woke up and went to church to help out for the atrium thing for the kids. And then met baby for lunch and we went to hei she hui. HAHAA. And they just have dim sum. But its like NICE :D omg the toilet is super cool. Just go and seeeeeee

Just had to snap this shot cos they just sat infront of me and played PSP

AND PLAYED

GEN ALSO JOINED IN LAH. HAHAHA. Omg Friend was like so damn funnny cos he was liek AHHHHHHHHH .. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH when gen was gg to crash. HAHAHA. The most funny thing was his AHHH was monotone and he just keeps laughing and himself. YES FRIEND

STC ):

THE AC AND VJ

Kelly and her signature :o

Omg i misssssssssssssss rejects like (&#$()&#()&)&W$#)&$&#)$&)#70 Cannot be replaced man. TELL US WHOOOO YAN!

I learned the hard way
That they all say
Things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under
You and your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

2008-04-01T23:53:00.003+08:00

Zomg its like 12 and i just had my dinner. :/ Came home at 10. Omg, hate trainings at NIE. There's one tmr and on thurs alsoooo. WTHHH.
And i still have chinese and math to complete. Dont need to sleeep alr hor.

Anyway, i asked friend, " Does all guys want a trophy gf? " Then he said " Depends on how much he wants it. " HAHAAAAAA. Wah, words of wisdom coming from him ah. He just keeeps laughing at everything you know. Like really. And his jokes are like :/
But come to think of it, he makes sense right. Hahaa, wz you know what im talking about.

There's something that is bugging me all week (although its only tuesday) but somehow i can't put it to words. I just came to realize that im those kind of person who would only know how to treasure something/someone after its gone. What a shit. But its like so (@&$#&$)&#$&) you know. Like i know im this kind of person, then why the hell do i act this way. Like beeen thinking alot about the past? And i swear i really dint know what i was doing. I think it screwed me up and changed so many things. So what the hell was i doing? You know when they say its never too late, but i guess it really is this time. ):

No...... problem (:

I don't want nobody else
Without you there's noone left, and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything

I misss our half-time chats.

<3 you B (:

2008-03-31T10:28:00.002+08:00

Was just looking through the old pictures, came acrosss the old 1SA8! ): So omg, totally misss them.

Shannon is mad? And after i took the picture, i rmb Alexis saying : Ha, heng im not in the picture. WHATEVER ALEXIS.

Lab lesson. See everyone is packed up. HAHAHA

Awesome threesome! Joanne and Sam! :D

Like Vomg, rachel and joanne went to the same class tgt, with UGLY. So sad lah, i really miss all their crap. ):

Zomg, Joanne! Like we totally dont do our homework and just keep gossiping about our " best friend" who calles people f-face. Like he totally is one already?!

Yah, typical joanne. HAHA

1SA8!

2008-03-30T15:55:00.004+08:00

Helllo! Felicia Soh is sick! :D Like you know i wasn't even sick at all last year? I'm like quite happy and relieved to know that i still have the ability to be sick. I rememeber the last time i was really really sick was like in sec 2. Like the fever and everything.

But what a timing to be sick lah. Like during fun-o-rama?! Hahah, i was totally like in a trance. And i think i drank like 10 cups of milo, thats why it made it worse. And the sun was so hot. HAHA.

Did the first shift. Was quite chaotic cos like we forgot to bring alot of things. Like the jug and everything. And the table was so small?! Me and jasmine tried making like so many million cups of milo until we dint know what we were doing also. :/ But the milo was selling well! :D

Soon after wz and regine came! :DDDDDDDDD Its a damn happy thing. And they came and buy milo dinosaur! Like to support me you know you know. And they bought like the kenny rogers macaroni. Like 7 bucks. So thats it. Hahah. The coupon that they shared is gone. Saw like a thousand and million people.

Like hw!!!! :D and like wileeen, shihui, the whole abigail gang, krystal, adela, charissa, leslie , katrinaa , mawan and like a whole bunch of stc people. Like i even saw jooyu from OBM?!!?! Omg its like crazy. Too bad i was like in a trance cos of the fever, so i dint really like enjoy myself properly. ):

So after wz and hw left for their match, me and regine just walked around lah. Hahah, i really dont know what i was doing, so i can't really remember also. But i told laoshi i needed to go home, and she allowed lah. So i went home at like 2? Damn loser. ):

Ohh! Baby came w his friends also. And he bought like ONE milo dinosaurrrr and he won some flower thing in a game and he gave it to me! :D

Came home to sleeep and my head was like a drum. The temperature was like 38.5?! Vomg. Yah and baby delievered me porridge too! (:

Today had tuition. Like econs and it was damn weird. Cos its like suppose to be a class? But its just me and regine in the classroom. ?!?!?! But its quite okay lah. He is a teacher from SAJC and like its really like teacher. Not like us and poh khai. HAHA. And there is like notes and everything. Should be continuing. :/ But like so weird. Right regine?

Vomg, my head is like a drum again. Dont feeel like going to school tmr. ):

You're supposed to say " I love you " back.

2008-03-28T19:48:00.003+08:00

Zomg. Hahaha, im like stuck with the " Zomg " thing i cant stop because of the Sa8 people. Hahaha. Did away with "Vomg". Apparently some people didn't like it, dots.

Almost died of tiredness today. Stayed up until 3 ytd thinking about stufff and woke up at 6. My eyes were like DAMN SUPER GREATLY swollen. I swear i look like a cat. Alexis totally laughed at me lah. Hahaha, she was closer to the truth than she thought.

So Fun-o-rama preparations day today! I lugged like the bloody toaster and vanguard and wrapping paper to schoool this morning, and i swear if i fall down im dead. Hahaha. Assembly then alll the long draggy briefings.

Off for preparations! Hung up the banner, carried stuff and like a whole lot of things. Stayed downstairs until Wan mei wanted to do the banner upstairs. Hahahah, everyone was damn angsty cos like damn hungry and tired. Ate with Alexis and Cong( Kong) and he told me all about his vietnam things. I swear he is damn funny HAHAHA

Omg i was damn tired so i just slept in classs. Like i just " Sorry ah, cannot alr " Then i just slept. HAHAHA. Alexis said she heard me snore. Like so didn't?! HAHAH.

Blah blah, did the games stall, watched the class then went to PS with Alexis to get her shorts. Came home and SLEPT. Hahaa, today was fun. I think im having sore throat now.

Tmr is Fun-O-Rama the 19th! Remember to come okay! :D Hope to have a great time tmr, these few days had been tough. ): Hope it would all get better soon. See you tmr in ACJC (:

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

If you didn't notice
You mean everything (quickly I'm learning)
To love again (all I know is)
I will be OK.

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oh yeah (It'll All get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)

2008-03-26T22:55:00.004+08:00

VOMG, TODAY SUCKS. Like in my mind, its just WTH?! &#()$&)#$))(#

Okay, so this morning during assembly, Regine hit me with a quite )$&#$()#)($&) news. OKAY, nvm. Then i FORGOT to bring my bloody GP notebook. Chinese was like madnesss. And today only had 2 20 min break?! Absurd.

Me and alexis went to library and decided to pon chem. And he dint even do anything lah. He gave back the test! Omg, but since we dint go for classs, he dint give it back. Gawd. And heng he dint know we pon, cos he was like " Where's Felicia?" But then he moved on. But in the end we went for Econs lah.

Okay, SO after school i went to wisma to repair my phone. Like shit?! Okay i wait for like not so long, then like the person told me to come back after 6 to take the phone. Okay, now you must be thinking, " Wah, can collect on the same day. SO EFFICIENT. " Okay thats what i thought so too.

Went home, sleeep and omg overshot. Quickly bought stuff for Fun-o-rama. Then off to wisma. Then like i waited DAMN long for my number lah. And i actually talked to an ex-acjc guy who was asking me about the teeachers and everything. :/ I said i dont know much about them, cos im like still J1. Then he was like, ITS ALR APR AND YOU STILL DONT KNOW?! I was thinking : HUH? So? They dont teach me what! Okay nvvvvvvvvm.

So it was my turn right. Yah then the freaking man was like. Oh your phone needs like this this this to make it okay again, BUT ( omg there is ALWAYS A BUT ) the thing hasn;t arrived yet. So you cant collect your phone now. Note that the anger level is rising by moment.

Freaking man : So you have to come back another day to collect the phone.
Me: Huh?! And when will that be?!
Freaking man: Errr, i dont know cos i dont really know when the thing is going to arrive.
Me: So you're just going to let me be without a PHONE?! ( actually i got regine's spare phone lah, but must act abit )
Freaking man : Yahh.. So we'll give you a call.
Me: Wah lao shouldn't have repaired my phone lah. So annoying.

Then i walked offff. Omg so angry. I think i like missed two buses cos i was like pacing up and down the bus stop. Damn angry lah. And the sim card has no contacts. So now, i have NONE. Okay goodbye, going to die. Wth right.

Things havent been going well at all. What the hell is wrong.

I offically hate the song thunder, and all things that is ever connected with the song. Yah, like the reason that you gave was even true. You know it yourself. So justtttttt nvm. I just HATE you. Okay?

Tuesday:

Sentosa with Ah gine! :

Jane's Bday! :

Omg, actually there are like so much more photos! But its like w the people. My sharing folders DONT WORK! Omg, save me. my lifeee sucks.

<3 you baby! (:

2008-03-25T23:21:00.003+08:00

Omg, I'm damn tired. Out with Alexis todaaaay to get like art and craft stuff. Hahaha, we ponned Math lecture ( cos its redunant) then went off to plaza sing. Ahaha, started telling her about my exciting story and she was so DAMN interested, we just sat burger king and talked non-stop. HAHAHA. She told me hers tooo, omg hers more exciting. Not to mention that she almost threw the phone at me. Hhahaha, we stayed at " Made with Love" until like around 530?! Hahaha, cos we couldn't decide what colour paper we should buy. Omg you should have seeen us.

Fer: Eh omg, i think this paper can suit the theme eh.
Alexis : Yah, i think so also!
Fer: Eh actually that one not very nice lah.
Alexis: Actuallly... yah, not very nice.

HAHAHA. This explains why we took so long.

After we bought our stufffff, went offf to meeet baby at vivo! Omg, im so nice i bought him a damn cute cupcake w a soccer ball and soccer shoes. :D

Wooots, watched Horton! Omg, its DAMN DAMN DAMN nice. HAHAHA. Damn funny lah. Omg, it reminds me of when i watched ratatouille w si, yan and regine. HAHAHA. Damn funnny.

I just realized that i lost the flufffy pen that came with the combo. )))))))))))): omg, i'm damn sad. ); Came home and here i am.

School is tiring. Chem test and Econs test was a killer. I dont know why i go to school for seriously. Sat beside FRIEND today in PW. Omg, he is mad?! Like he keeeps laughing at everything and anything. Pe today was like :/ Incline and standing broad jump? VVVVVVVOMG.

Vomg, misss sri. Hahaha, VVVVVVVVomg sri, invent more new words! (: I think sri was at home STUDYING today when i came home. Cos i called her and it was FREAKING quiet. For the first time sri! :D

I realize my posts have no photos or anything. But seriously damn lazy. My phone is screwed. Grrrrrrrr. I haven't finish my chinese.

AIYA dont care alr lah. Im gg to sleep. HAHAHA. No training this whole weeek. Theresian awards on friday. Coooooooolios.

Love you baby! (:

2008-03-24T22:05:00.002+08:00

I dont know if we're gonna ever get it right. ):

2008-03-24T20:22:00.002+08:00

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.

Your not the person who you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking

2008-03-21T01:24:00.002+08:00

Yo ho! Haven't blogged properly in a while. So! Let's start from today.

Today, OMG. Im going to murder the 273 bus uncle. Like twice in a row in two days, he came late! Okay fine. Yesterday i was at the bus stop like 2 mins late. But today!!! OMG. I came to the busstop freaking early and waiting for half my life ( I think i read 1 chapter of the book ) and then the bus came. And i reached the interchange, lo and behold! My usual 198 bus LEFT ALREADY. Grrrr. Since i took cab on Wednesday already ( It was 7.40?! ) , I just took the next 198 lah. And i was damn tense in the bus. Like omg, detention! I reached the bus stop at 7.22. And with the others in the bus, we just raaaaaaan and raaaaan and raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan to schooool. Omg like you can see evryone just jump out of their parents car, slammed the door behind them and just run like mad woman. So the entire scene and the ACJC gate was just everyone running and running. HAHAHA. Dont you think its damn funnny. Omg and i made it! At 7.29 :DD

At least i wasn't late (: Thanks, God .

Classes today were alright. We had lectures for 3 whole hours?! Chem, math, econs.
I lost it at chem. So the rest of the other lectures were just talking and finishing chem tutorial. Alexis lah! HAHAHA.

Went home after schoool, slept and woke up at 6.45?! Mass starts at 7 lah. (&$()&#)&)# Met Leslie and we wanted to take cab. But like there was NO NO NO NO NO cab in sight. And in the end we took bus. HAHAH. I think we reached there at 730. :/
Sat next to isssy, couldn't talk because the woman infront of us was like " I would like to listen please " HAHA. So we had to shut up. :/

Side track abit. Like why do i always get that! Like people will always give the glare and other movements/ expressions to show their dislike in our behaviour. I mean, ARE WE TALKING THAT LOUDLY?! Hahaha, but i always get that. Esp with Pan Weiwen.

Hung around church and mingledddddddddddddd. Went to spize after that. Ate grilled mushroom and cheese burger! :D Talked and gossiped. Hhahaha. I know the dirt of Cj now. HAHA. Thanks to Mathias and Isssy.

Really missed Issssy man. Reallly very happpy to have her as my friend. Omg, all the way back to primary school! HAHA. And the 5566 craze till now! Love you isssy! (:

Omg, tmr have to go for 10am masss. Good Friday. Blog more tomorrowwwww!

2008-03-18T23:46:00.004+08:00

Now is such a disgusting time to be blogging. And i still have econs homework to complete. But too bad, i need a platform to complain and rant. So mushroomonster, here i come.

You like to come, then you come. After that you just leave. Oh i need to go home already, my mother would scold me. Like with other people you can like go out until two or whatever. :/ Go figure. And i dont pay attention to you because of my msn convo? Oh please luh. How much attention did you actuallly give me throughout this whole time? Even when i needed you most, you just went away. And now you're complaing about this? Ha. You going away for so long. Did i say anything when you came back? So can you please think. Are you being far for saying im favouring msn over you? Tough for you to msg? Not so tough to me when i seee you msging others.

This is gettting absurd. Its like i'm so used to being alone, that sometimes i dont know why you are here. Why are we even giving our time to each other, when in the end it all boils down to nothing. Thats such a crap.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder,

Thank God for this song.

2008-03-16T23:53:00.004+08:00

So, today wasssssssss just church and then tuition.

I feel like (&@$()&()$&)#(&$) the tuition teacher. Okay, never mind. Its only the second lesson. BU YAO JIN.

Anyways, the hols are finalllly OVER. I have this sudden drive to be damn hardworking and busy and everything. Like homework, hockey, tuition, church and friends+family time + the COW time of couse (:

Come to think of it, the hockey season comes and goes. I just have to work hard and give it my all this season you know. Afterall, how many times do you actually get to play for ACJC right. So just run run run. My new goal is go for ALL the trainings. No more ponning. And school of course. No more ponning too.

People say that mugging at the last minute for the As like what we did for O's doesn't work at all. I guess consistency is the keyyyyyyyy. Well, I'm not the only one working hard, and THERE ARE people who are working much harder than me. So complaining shouldn't be in the agendaaaa.

Changes are super scary, and i hate them. But its everywhere. Its never easy, but i guess God has His plan. Although i never did quite figure out what His purpose was when he gave me some people and took them away suddenly, nor would i ever know why some people stay and some go, i guessssss in the long run, its all good. Its really hard, but what can we do right.

Come back soooooooon dear! ):

Now that its all said and done, i guess you're never coming back.

2008-03-15T23:59:00.004+08:00

Yo ho ho! Time to blog again. What a long day! So woke up and rushed off to meet MATI!!!! Omg, and guess where we went to!

YOU'RE RIGHT! LITTLE INDIAAAAA! Yes yes, XIAO YING DU. Sriiii had to thread her eyebrow and alll. So vain right. Tsk tsk. Omg its totally coolios. HAHAHHA. I was so totally making her laugh. HAHAHAHA, her face was DAMN funnnny. Like wanna laugh, but cannot.
From her blog " And she kept asking stupid questions like "can u eat the wax?", " Ouch! is it painful?" or " sri how much is the heena?" when i am like on the chair under going pain?! "

HAHAHAHA. Thanks sri. So here you go, OMG im risking my life to post these picts here! She's going to KILL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Before threading, Sri loooks like THIS

The PROCESSS :

And the waxing thing or something lah. I dont even know why she did that lah! THERE WAS NO HAIR THERE. So the woman put like some pink colour thing that looked like strawberry milk and put it above her upper lip. HAHAH. I actually asked sri to eat it. HAHAHA.

DAMN FUNNY RIGHT. She was trying NOT to laugh. But cannot lah, cos IM THERE, right?! HAHAHAHA. Omg love you sri. Walked to tekka market there, and had lunch! HAHA. I swear Indians are so friendly and everything else. Like they will come to the table and ask you to buy drinks. And like so many came to our table! We're so popular right sri? They're probably attracted by your coolios eyebrows :D And the hawkers are so well dresssed. Like you know how Indian uncles like to wear button down shirts? HAHA. Its like so hot you know, and they just NEED to keep up the standard of being well dresssed. AWWWW, so sweet right, SRI? HAHAHAHA.

Now you see the food

Now you dont

We ate like a pig. But it was quite cheaap :D My Aussie fund is finally expanding! And i have friends like SRI to remind me not to spend so much. I'm SOOOOOOOOO lucky right. HAHAHA. Sri is like a model today. Like she posed for the food picture. And like after we went to Mustafa, i saw a few bags that i like. And she kindly and GENEROUSLY posed with the bags! Okay i only posted one here. But trust me, there are MANY more. Cos its SRIII and her photographs. HAHAHAHA.

So here are the rest :

Thanks for asking me to go thread eyebrow with you today SRI! I totally had fun acting like a tourist and you telling me which Indian is from you! :D And we shall go do my henna hand painting at my arm there soon okay! :D AND we have to go mustafa to buy your skull shoes! I think we're so tired cos we kept laughing and laughing. :D HAHA. Not the murtabak LAH. Hahahaa, love you sriiiiiiiiiiii :D

Okay, after sri went for her tuition, i left for home and napped. Then met Reggy at Bm Macs AGAIN. I think we should seriously live there. Tried to study, BUT it was so blooody noisy okay. Like it was some dual sound or smth. Noise ALL around. So WALKED to SPIZE!!! Okay, I emphasize WALK. Like from BM to River Vallley please. OMG.

Then after spize was back to Macs again. Used her 200 pound laptop again and webcammed with sri. Apparently Chester ( Sri's laptop) hates us, so we dint get to webcam! );

Regine loves POPCORN

Loook! Regine is going to attack me. I told you she secretly hates me. HAHAHA. Aiya Reggy, must kan kai yi dian. The damage has already been done. HAHAHA.

Ha, I like to ZI LIAN too you know! HAHAHAA. Like real.

We're pros at clubbing

Eating AGAIN. This picture implies that we eat EVERYTHING. Even glitter!

HOHOHO! We had snow! Right there in MACS!

Okay, the tiredness is settling in. I still need to do my Econs and Math. Thats the end of Felicia Soh.

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

Its crazy how songs describe just about everything.

2008-03-14T21:48:00.005+08:00

Yo! Omg today is already Friday, the hols are almost ending! ); LIFE is SAD.
Anyway, Jonah's house today. Had to do the banners for Fun-o-rama and try out the toast and milo dinosaur for Fund-raising next tuesday. OMG next tuesday lah, can you believe it.

Banner making!

Ta-dah!

Tried to make Milo Dinosaur, hahah. Damn funnny. We followed the instructions on the milo can. Don't look so bad huh! :D

Looks like what me and Alexis had for lunch! HAHA. Yes, me and Alexis actually ate traditional Kaya toast and Milo dino for LUNCH.

Lunch near Jonah's houseeeee.

Alexis left during lunch ( Pangseh la, you wait! ) and than alot others when we return to the house. haha. We actually watched ' Just Married' on his home entertainment centre. Aka the tv is not tv. Its like projected on a screen. HAHA.
Finished up the banner after that.

Can you Rx's open mouth. He's probably hurling some insult at me or scolding Geniveve. Really. Hhahah, i mean he just hates my guts. HAHAHAH. Cos i gave away his secret. RIGHT.

THE PRODUCT! OKAY if you go to FUN-O-RAMA ( whoever reads this has to GO. That means its sri, regine, wz and others ) find this banner or ZHAO PAI ( signboard sri, signboard), and just sprint your fastest there and buy! I'll be waiting there for you (:

Today was fun (: Fell asleeep on the bus and i drooled. HAHAHAA

Yesterday was tuition with the new tutor! And with regine of course. HAHA. omg we were totally making a foool out of ourself at macs. Like at our usual Macs tuiton table.

Regine : Omg, is it that guy with pink shirt?
Fer: Omg are you sure?! He looks like an ah beng!
Regine ( shrieking ) : Omg, he is using his phone to call us now!

( Both stares intently at the phone )

5 Mins later..

Regine : Omg is this one right! ( Looking at this bespectacled guy who has the same pattern w the old tutor )
Fer: Omg, tutor replied ( He is short, wear specs )

( Both look at each other and says )

Regine and Fer : OMG LETS RUNNNN!

Hhahaha. Its hilarious. So tuition w this tutor is not really smooth sailing. Never mind, its the first time. HAHAHA.

Left to town for lunch/ dinner with old tutor. Seoul garden you know! like 33.50 you UNDERSTAND?!!??! omg THATS A GRAVE MATTER. Its freaking expensive please. I'm serious. And he just happily ate and BYE BYE. :/

So sad right. I think Regine hates me or something. Ahahah. We only took one picture?!!? You deserve death. <3 you reggy!

Hahahaa. Was fun ytd. Was totally damn tired. Omg we totally ate alot you know. I deserve death.

School next week, can you imagine. ):

Means more work and everything else. Trainings, homework, tests. Gross. Like really hate lah.

SRIMATIGERS! says:
AND SOMEONE'S BDAY IS COMING! OMG OMG!
SRIMATIGERS! says:
I WONDER WHO!?!?! ummm...... fer u noe who a not. I DON NOE LEH!
SRIMATIGERS! says:
like i think 3RD MAY OR SMT! UMMM.....

HAHAHAHAHA. Omg, sri is DAMN funnny. I totally miss her lah! Missed a prata date w her ytd cos she was busy with project work! OMG. SCHOOL WORK AGAIN. ahahaha. Its March alr!!!!! :D Muhahaha.

Its the weekend tmr. :D / ): Means sleeeping late, reading books and tv-ing. (: No kudos that its nearer to sunday. Means school is starting. Okay, i will NOT pon sch next term already. Omg, big commitment. And must go for all trainings. And do my homework.

My handphone bill came up to 100 over! ); Omg what has i been doing. Please indicate to me whether you're singtel or not please. Eh regine and wz, please change your plan to singtel leh. And wz, you have MORE reason to change it hor! So fasterrr!

Sri, i WILL go and buy a webcam. And better speakers to hear you scream!!!! ( Cos only one side of my speakers work now )

Have you ever felt so tired from thinking what happened before. And you just can't get those thoughts outta your head. Cos memories are everywhere, and so easily accessible. You wanna avoid them, those places, but you can't help it and they keeep drawing you towards them. And you just surrender yourself, allowing all those painful memories to wash over you. Ha, how ironic is this. Its not like i want all these to happen. Grrrrrr, life is such a mocker.

You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for

To the Cow ploughing in the fields in ak now :

When I see you smile
I can face the world, oh oh,
you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light, oh oh,
I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile
Oh yeah, baby when I see you smile at me

(:

2008-03-13T00:41:00.003+08:00

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Ni ni neh neh. Whole bunch of crap. Argggh. It has been going on far too long. Get over it muansssssss.

Reading the Jodie Picoult book. Like this woman had some car accident and forgot everything. And her husband happens to be some super famous movie star ( but he acts as Macbeth ), equivalent to Brad Pitt or something now. And she totally forgot him you know. Like damn sad right. If your spouse or what forgets you. I think i will commit suicide. Or like get amnesia also, then both like forget each other. HAHAHAHAHA. Can you imagine like both of them in their house.

Man: Is this your toothbrush? I forgot.
Female : Yah, I also dont know. I also forgot.
Man and Female thinking : Then how?

Okay thats like a damn lame example. But you get the idea. Probably chaos in the house, if not worse.

Reminiscing sucks, seriously. How lovely if i could forget you. But its so damn difficult, you know.

2008-03-12T23:00:00.004+08:00

Okay, Ai is on nowwwwww and i'm waiting for that cute 16 yr old guy that can REALLLLY sing. Actually Ai has gotten pretty boring already. Its alr like the 8th season or the 9th? I've lost count. Ah nvmmm.

Sooooo step up 2 today. Not bad but the first one was waaaay better, i think. But dance moves were h-h-hoooooooooooooot :D Actually they wanted to watch like 10,000 BC or some dong dong show. The daren lah. Just cos he emo doesn't mean must watch those kind of show right. OKAY KIDDING. After that went to stadium to look see look seee, ( i saw nice puma shoes and bag! :DDDDDDDDDD BIRTHDAY COMING) and then gramophonnne. :D I still think i'm damn stupid to have bought the nathan hartono cd which costs TWENTY BUCKS. And i see him in schoool like everyday now. :/ SO LAME.

Okay mos burger-ed than homed. Its already wednesday! The holidays just flew past man. ): And i have not done any work. I shall try my best later and maybe if cannot, tmr then do lor. ):

Wondering what happened to the rejects outing. So sad, dont have! Cos everyone is busy and everything. Darn. Today i dint get to meet MATI also cos she was sickkkk. Get well soon k SRI (: DONT MATI AH. Meet up soon! Omg it has beeen so many thousand YEARS since we met! Like since Ac's founder's day LAH.

And zhen zhen also! HELLLLO NI QU NAI LI. Got chicken dont want me ! ): Faster go out before sch starts! :/

I think people who keeep talking about themselves are like damn :/ Like everything you know. And i feeel damn stupid for telling what goes on between me and him to you. WTH. For what, you tell me. Grrrr.

Alright. Life sucks. Tmr also. Tuition offically starts tmr. I wonder how the new tutor looks like. ): So totally not looking forward to tmr seriously. :/ OUT.

2008-03-10T23:52:00.003+08:00

Okay, I seriously think I'm becoming a mushroom. But i'm totally willing to be one now. Like I dont even want to go for the hockey camp and the trainings. I just dont want to go out of the house you know?

I think i need to slap myself for judging my friend. But sometimes she is really quite $#()E&@()&#)@. I think she is quite self-centered in like a major kind of way. And i totally am not interested in what she has to say. But she just keeps talking and i dont know how to react. Like i'm not you how do i react. Damn. So im going to go offline now. Cos i'm quite irritated.

You know i took some test like for school project work. Like personality test. And im INTROVERT you know. HAHA, thats coolios to the max. And they say i need my personal space. OMG i totally agree w that. Its totally a mushroom-y behaviour. Which explains my state now. But i'm totally enjoying it.

And blogging can explain certain of my reactions. So im blogging. HAHA. Okay wz and sri, MEET UP :D

OKAY. Im going to do what a mushroom has to do. Gooodbye! :D

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt,
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself.

):

2008-03-10T12:11:00.001+08:00

Okay, Sorry for not being able to post any pictures because I can't sign up for photobucket yet. I already have an account lor, but the username is FAR TOO GROSS. So i decided to change it and they say they need 48 hours to process. Like wth right.

Anyhow, today is a Monday! :D And I've taken the matter into my own hands and decide to stay at home to clean up the room ( Okay, I can hear many saying " Yeah right" ) But nevermind I shall attempt at this highly challenging task.

And you know WHAT. I trained like from 8-6 yesterday! ( Sunday) OMG. I've never stayed on the pitch more than 4 hours before ( I think ) and yesterday was really MADNESS. And i repeat, MADNESS ( Shen jing bing) Oh, because its suppose to be a hockey camp from like sat to weds. But due to my EYE INFECTION, i cant really stay. ( I have MC one hor ) So i din't go for training today also. Like cos i wore my contacts for too long ytd and the whole eye is a sea of pus. OMG GROSS. So this explains the staying at home today.

Okay before I spell out my agenda for today, I have to strangle wz for posting such U-GA-LY pictures of me on the blog. Thanks ah. HAHA. Specs is because of eye infection also. See, I really have eye infection.

OG meeting on weds and Jonah's house on Friday. Apparently we're making toasts like Yakun for fun-raising and on Fun-o-rama. So please come to AC funfair and buy my toast! Like they have alot of different toppings on them For eg, sweet and tasty chocolate, traditional good ol' kaya, and unique thai chilli and many many more. Guranteed to tentalise your taste buds and leave you savouring for more. ( It rhymes! )

HAHHAHA. I cant believe i just typed that. Like advertisment man. Sekali no one come i laugh. AHHA. AIYA just come lah ah.

Okay i have to :

1) Clean room
2) Sweep the floor
3) Wash some clothes
4) Do econs tutorial and finish Math tutorial 2,3,4
5) Wash contacts

Blog again tonight! I think its seriously addictive. HAHAH. I realize Regine is like SUCH a faithful reader. Goodbye!

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder,

):

2008-03-08T22:09:00.001+08:00

Hello! My blog address is mushroomonsters.blogspot.com Haha Its nameed after this dish in NYDC. Wz and Regggie chose it for me! :D

Okay, i haven't blogged in like, 1 year. 1 freaking year eh, omg thats madness.
So pardon me if my way of blogging like like :/
Should i be like those kind that blogs like " todae sucks becos jie neber bring me wor.." or like " the petals of the rose perturbly represent the sorrow that swallows me.. " HAHA. Kidding.

So today, I went with Reggie to cut hair ( after much deliberation ) And like its DAMN SHORT. Thanks ah. I think only once we were contented, like the last time we cut lah. HAHA. And that went back, played with Reggies Pink Dell Laptop. HAHA. Its new! And wz came and we WEBCAMED like mad. Omg its seriously damn good to webcam with like a new laptop, cos it comes with all the new functions and all?

Like there's one with popcorn on your head, then like if you move, it will just be stuck forever on your head. And its like, there's a ghost one. Regine has the best picture with the ghost one on her face HAHAH And there's like a tourist kind with the effiel tower.. Its seriously DAMN cool.

Okay shall post some. I realized like, no one will read your blog IF you dont post any. HAHA. Oh! forgot to mention that me and Reggie went and feast on Hongkong cafe. And its SERIOUSLY feast.

Now you see it ( the food)

Now you dont

Its DAMN funny. I totally L-O-V-E going out with Regine and Weizhen please. Its like crap non-stop and hahaha-ing all the way. Where can you find such lovely friends in __?

Okay, some random pictures, cos I feel like posting lah ah.

This is regine when she thinks " Oh look! Iggy is over there! :DD " ( Omg she is so going to kill me )

But I still love her like how she loves Iggy! Awwwwww (: ( Omg she's coming with a chopper )Thanks for always being there Reggie (: And when i always disturb you, you're always undefeatable (: Love you reg! :D

Another cannot-do-without ! Love her like how Buddha jumps over the wall. Im damn happy thats she's so happy now, MRS CHICKEN aka JI TAI TAI :D Omg yah, and you're like da best ( refering to revenge against Shameless Bitch on Cow's friendster (; ) Can always count on you bitch! Thanks :D

Omg, I <333 this woman! MATI! :D Gym during the hols okay (: Like its a total MUST.

I MISS YOU SRI! :D

AND I MISSSSSSSS THIS MOST ); Come back soon! );

Omg blogging is like so hard. Im not cut out for this. Goodbye!!!

2008-03-08T18:33:00.005+08:00

~~REGINE <3 IGNATIUS :D~~ ( Credits to Regine Lee in an attempt to clear things up)